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In this story Loren gray is called Loren Paul.
She is a sister of Jake and Logan Paul and is a teenage model,actress and singer. She had a rough past with tons of boys.What wil...
@LorenPaul:Good morning Weston I was thinking of the tour offer is it still available ?Although I just need to add some changes to it. Read 15:32
@Wes10: Hey Loreeeeen so the offer is still available, omg that's tooo formal!!!! But yh and what do u wanna change?1?1?1?1?1 Read 15:57
@LorenPaul: 😂 anyways can I only go to the La show ? I planning on coming back but u and Harvey are the only ones that know so don't spill otherwise I will kill all ur ants farm members Read 15:59
@Wes10: Yh that is fine with me BUT GET AWAY FROM MY ANTY CHILDREN U MONSTER! Read 16:02
@LorenPaul: ok text me the tour details later. Bye wessy:) Read 16:03
@Wes10: stop calling me wessy u Hollywood! Read 16:03
@LorenPaul: OMG BYE😂😂👉🏻🚪 Read 16:04
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A week later it was time for Harvey to go to America which we both are very excited about. I decided just because the show is in 2 weeks I will go to la in a week so I can have a week for myself. Exciting huh? 😂 I just hope I won't see my 'brothers' or exs while I'm there. I heard the cloutgang got pretty big same as team 10 but I enjoy living my life in England than la with bunch of fakes and snakes.
I do miss my brothers if ure wondering but I don't think I have all the strength to face them anytime soon.
I miss the so called 'cloutgang' but I ain't got time for no fucking slags and snakes so I will keep it low key with my magcon squad BUT NO JACOB!
We are about to go to the airport to drop Harvey off and we are running late, that's all I know. We rushed into the crystal blue car our good friend Tyler owns. Some weird fanficton writer would say something like I got assaulted or sexually harassed by Tyler but don't worry he's gay.
Well anyways we go to the airport and we walked out of the car. "Bitch I can't believe u listened to music for the whole ride." Tyler said "Tyler langue." Harvey answered.He rly doesn't like when people swear especially if ure close with him. "Sorry...mum." U see normal person would ignore it so that's what Harvey did bc he's normal. We were right infront of the door when I blurted our all my thoughts by accident. "Harvey u see I rly like u and I'm very scared to go back to la bc i love and care about u too much to let an opportunity like that pass bc of me." "Loren I love u too, we will see each other's at Wes' show hopefully. I'm very thankful u support me and try to do everything best for me even if it harms u. Loren Gray Paul , I... I love u." He said and gave me a one big passionate kiss at the end witch I answered by kissing him back. With that we said our goodbyes and it was his time to go, I can't lie I did cry a bit but I wore a water proof mascara today so preach me biches.(A/N Cash Me Ousside How Ba Da)
Our way home was VERY quite so I went on musically and posted a musically we made on our way there. I might have skipped that part whoops.
I captioned it saying 'will miss this kid so damn much ❤️👶🏻👅 #Larvey'
In over 5 minuted it got thousands of likes which I'm very happy about bc I know my fans love me and I love them. Everybody is important for me even if I don't know them.
After the ride home I went up to my room bc I got dropped off by Tyler and posted picture I took some time ago.
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Liked by @bruhitszsch,@alissaviolet,@banks and 1,290,639 others @LorenPaul: gonna miss this kid so much ❤️ can't wait to see u ☺️👅😘 1 tagged: @hrvy @Exposingfanpagesofmusers: Alissa and banks liked !1!1!1! @Larveyshipper9201: u guys are so cute! DATE ALREADY Liked by @Hrvy & @LorenPaul @lorensuckssodamnmuch: nobody likes u kys. @haterrrrr: fucking another boy for attention aint ya!? @AlissaViolet: U 2 look cute 💜 @Alissamababes: omg is Lorissa back? 1 replay @LorenPaul: no and it won't be Replay liked by @hrvy Replay to @LorenPaul's replay @AlissaVioletQueen: why u shading her if she's nice? U fucking hypocrite go and kill urself nobody from team violet likes u bc of what u and ur fucked up brothers did to cloutgang. Die already and spare us the misery of looking at ur ugly ass face bitch. @peng_ting_Alex: that shade tho ^^^
After reading that one long comment from one of Alissa's fans I broke down crying. Why can't people like me? What have I done wrong to them? I left bc I wasn't treated correctly by ricegum and then Alissa. Why for a minute people can't stop thinking I'm just another Paul and are just like my brothers. I moved to England to keep my life together away from social media but every now and then when I'm online even more people start to hate on me. Maybe they are right and I should kill myself..?
"No Loren don't be stupid they are haters and it's their job to bring u down. Don't let all the negativity get to u and let them win. U are the boss of them." I said to myself .
"So many people love u u can't do that to yourself."
"Ur family does, just deep very deep down."
"Ur old friends do."
"Harvey does."
"Fight for Harvey."
"U promised to see him in a week. He would be so depressed if he found out his best friend committed suicide bc she couldn't handle hate."
"U love him" I kept repeating to myself.
"Don't do it, for Harvey" I kept repeating to myself and I lied down on my bed and cried myself to sleep.
A/N IM SOOO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED! I am thinking of a new book and it felt like the right time to update bc it's been over a month since I updated. I'm sorry it was just hard for me but I will try to update this book every week or 2 days in a week since I'm on a Christmas holiday. Love u, stay safe and don't let negativity enter ur mind.
