First Touch || Jimin FF

Chapter 13 - sorry. { end }

I slowly opened my eyes the next morning and looked around, I tried to locate Jimin but he wasn't in here, I walked to the kitchen to get breakfast, but stopped, at the guest bedroom. I heard familiar moans coming from there... I wanted to run away but something was pulling me back. My heart ached and I had a burning feeling inside of me. I froze. Tears suddenly came rushing down my face, and I couldn't hold it back anymore. I collapsed on the floor and started to sob. The door creaked open, and Jimin saw my face. He was shirtless, with a girl behind him. The girl ran away with a towel around her. I couldn't believe he would do this, after all the this time. I can't trust him.

Jimin pov

When I saw y/n on the floor I knew I messed up. My stomach was tangled together, and I wanted to help her, but she wouldn't accept me.

Jimin: y/n, I - Im sorry... *i sat down with her and put my arms around her, she shrugged it off. I was a fool, I should've thought this through, but she left me in a freaky mood and went to bed. My heart broke, I wanted to run away, but it was my fault.*
Y/n: d-dont touch me * she brought her knees up and hurried her face into them crying even more.
Jimin: look please...
Y/n: *she slowly looked at me with swollen eyes* what could you possibly want, you've already hurt me enough *she yelled*
Jimin: *i stood up* I am sorry y/n, I really mean it. I didn't know what came across me, but I am really sorry. I love you, I honestly do. * tears formed in my eyes * please just give me another chance *
*she ignored me*
Jimin: B-but if you want me to leave you alone I will... * I walked into the living room and sat there *

Your pov

I was hurting, I didn't know what to do. He say he was sorry, but was he really. I loved him, from the very first day we met. But he didn't feel the same way, I want to talk to him I and see if he still does...

I walked over to the living room and didn't find him here, there was a note.

I picked up my phone and went to him number... I was about to call him, when I remembered what he did to me. How I felt earlier and how he doesn't love me, I dropped my phone in the sofa and walked to kitchen to get my food.

- -
* a while after *

I heard my phone ring so I walked over, and saw it was a number that wasn't saved
*on the phone*

Y/n: hello y/n speaking...
Doctor: hello, Jimin got in a terrible accident and could you please come to give him moral support at royal husting hostital please.
*i froze and didn't saw anything*
Doctor: hello, are you there, hello?
Y/n: oh y-yes I'll be asap.

I got into the car and drove to the hospital, thoughts were rushing through my head, did he get into an accident because of me... I tried to stay positive and smiled. I cared for him, even if he didn't.

When I got into the hospital I ran into his room and saw him lying there, with cuts and cruises all over him. I ran over and cried my eyes out. He was asleep but then woke up.
Y/n: Jimin, I am s-sorry for reacting that way, please forgive me. I love you, I do, I do *i put my head on his hand, till he stroked my head* Jimin! Your up. I am sorry... *sad face*
Jimin: no don't be, it's my fault...
Y/n: let's leave that behind us. *i looked at his hand and saw the cuts.* what happened...
Jimin: when I went for the walk, I was listening to music and didn't look around for any cars, and then. Yh.
Y/n: I am sorry. * I started crying again, and hugged him *
Jimin: no, I am fine, I'll be getting discharged from the hospital soon anyways. *ensuring smile*

- -

* at home *
I walked him to bed and got him food, I stayed by his side the whole time, I forgave him. Everyone makes mistakes, and I took his way to far. I buried my face into my chest and started to sob, he hugged me and kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes and didn't want him to see that I was crying.

Jimin: * he whispered * its Ok y/n, it's only a bad dream * he stroked my hair and we fell asleep *
That's when I realised that he will always be here for me, I loved him.