Make it stop

An average day in the life of fuckface over here

So my friend asked me what i did today and well this is what i sent her "Well the first thing was i cut myself,anywhere and everywhere,mostly on my legs and wrists,i even cut teardrops on my face,then i got in the shower because hot water burns deep cuts, then that shower turned into a bath and i tried to drown myself,got out got dressed and laid in my bed choking myself out, that didn't work so I tried to suffocate myself with a pillow, when that didn't work i just fucking jumped out my window again, I laid on the ground for a couple minutes, bashing myself on the head with a nearby log, i walked inside and binge ate all of the food in the house, then went in the bathroom and gagged it all up as usual, then i went to the other bathroom and took every pill i could find,then went into the kitchen and drank some pinesol only to puke up the rest of the pills then eventually i just tied a rope to a branch outside and tried to hang myself, the branch broke and i just laid on the ground for 3 or 4 hours, crying, hitting my head on the rock i landed on" yeah this is the usual day for me
But nobody really asks about my day so they wouldn't know

Thats not all that happens either but i can write about that some other time