Chapter 1
From the dawn of time man has strove and committed unspeakable acts in the name of there gods, anything from hanging and burning innocence souls to the meagerest of false prophets. Then the age of enlightmeant came when men from all cultures rallied around one true god, the devine diety that we have erected entire citys and torn civilizations down in his name. All for the pursuit of "Heavens Blessing" of peace and immortality. However dear reader, I myself have seen the heavens that you proclaim and pray for through the eyes of the ordinary man. I have seen the devil in many forms; the soul adjudicator to your salvation, and the key bearer to your eternal truth. They both have manifested themselves in several ways tricky and cunning are both but there main purpose can still be understood even after the eons that they have battled, all in the quest for the inner truth hidden in every single one of us.
I wish to bestow upon you my experiences in this forgotten world that you now see as nothing more then smoke and evil at every turn. I have conversed and learned much of myself from both angel and demon alike. How is it that I have been able to do so much in my time on this earth? Well it is simple really I am a Nephalim, my name well or of course my earthly name was once Alex Gurrero I was around the age of twenty three when I was struck with a terrible illness, that the doctor said was uncurable and a month after my diagnosis I started to recieve strange dreams.
However the dreams were more like tests each time I would sleep after being thrown into so much utter turmoil. I would then be welcomed by a bright light followed by a door with a bronze handle, I would step threw said door and be transported several places one time I was halfway across the world in this small little Island village, were a tribes men had fought with his wife the night before and was having thoughts of suicide for he felt that his life would be happier in heaven. I not knowing what to do after being thrusted into this life or death desicion was forced to take immediate action. I subconciously thought that this man was making a big mistake and how sad his son in the other room would be. I smacked the knife out of the mans hand as soon as i saw his grip loosen, the man dropped to his knees in sarrow, and I thought about his son coming in and then the boy did. He was startled to see his father this strong hearty fishermen so down and in such eternal torment.
He ran to his father and hugged him. I could feel the mans heart grow and his faith return, and then soon after the door appeard. The next night it was much the same. A man who worked for a medical office had just been laid off, he was stopped from jumping off a bridge by a passing woman. I was over whelmed by the compassion I had felt from the two.
The door took me back to my hospital bed then on the third night I went to sleep and waited for the white light and door to appear, however they did not and instead thunder struck and a crack in the floor arose, with stairs leading down a dark earie red glow imminating from the steps. I cautiously took my time and was greeted by to blind men in sashes, with sandles and a staff he open this black door with a miniacle grin. And I was sucked in this time! I was put in front of a murderer and the woman he was about to kill, the woman had stolen the man's child and cheated on him, and now the man was ready for his vengence, I begged for the door to return and step away from this tragedy. My heart sank and my eyes darkend with contempt for the man and woman infront of me. I lashed out and the man with heart problems fainted from the stress I had induced. The woman fainted and was rushed to the hospital by traveling E.M.T that I had called. The white door was now a mixture of the two. One part white one part black. Thats when I realized what thease tests were determining as well as what this door was. It was determining me my emotions, my heart, and more importantly my soul.
Then the next day I woke up the lights were dim my heart was throbbing my chest felt like one little feather would have crushed it, and killed me instantly thats when I realized that my arms would not move nor my legs. I could only tilt my head slightly taking in all the pain that now fully throbbed, I could hear the sound of the heart monotor beeping slower and slower Beep................Beep.........................Beep and then all that I saw was darkness in this darkness a faint sound of Beeeeeeeeeep was all that
