Just some random things.

1:25 PM

Why does everyone feel the need to hate on me?

I'm human just like everyone else.

Everyone has their own flaws, yet, here I am being made fun of every single minute of everyday.

What's wrong with me?

Why was I born the way I was...?

I hate everything about myself but I guess I'm stuck like this for the rest of my life.

But how long IS the rest of my life?

They say you don't have any control of how you die.

But, you really do if you think about it.

Suicide.

Alcohol poisoning.

Getting yourself into really risky situations.

You do have SOME control of your death.

People never take the time to think about these things because it makes them uncomfortable..

I personally think about death a lot.

Whether or not I'll kill myself.

Whether or not to put myself into those risky situations.

Sometimes, I think of what it would be like to get shot.

Or even just to die of natural causes like cancer or heart attacks.

Nobody knows what dying is like except dead people.

I've been thinking about death since 5th grade and I have no idea why.

It just seemed very fascinating to me.

-end of thoughts for right now-