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Chapter 7: Confused

okay.

wala na kong pake kung may mag babasa or wala.

basta ako mag susulat ako.

i'm gonna write what i want.

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Chapter 7

after kong mag piano, dumeretso na ko sa room ko..

kinuha ko na lang yung cellphone ko tapos nag sound trip ..

(pakinggan niyo, nkaka senti)

"Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today

Reading that text you sent me again

Though I memorized it anyway

It was in afternoon in December

When it reminded you of the day

When we bumped into each other

But you didn't say hi cause I looked away

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night"

hayy. aaminin ko, nasaktan ako sa nalaman ko ..

hindi ko alam pero parang matagal ko na siyang kilala ...

parang matagal ko na siyang hinahanap ..

ang weird kasi isang beses ko pa lang naman naramdaman yun ganitong sakit ...

"Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer"

na fall na nga siguro ako ...

ay shit. umiiyak na ko ...

pero nakaka tanga kasi talaga ...

sandaling panahon pa lang yung pero bkit na inlove na ko sknya ...

"Then I saw you with her

Didn't think you'd find another

And the world just seemed to crash

Shouldn't have thought this would last

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/krissy_and_ericka/1251.html ]

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night"

i have to stop this ...

fiance siya ng pinsan ko ...

mahal siya ng pinsan ko ....

hindi ako dapat na magalet sa knya ...

kasi siya ang mas na una ....

"Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer