No I Can't Keep Denying Every Minute I Think Of You... NickDemi
Ellen October 2017
"So this is the new album, Tell me you love me. There's supposedly a song, now this is... I'm told to ask these questions, I don't care, I don't. But supposedly there's a song about Nick Jonas in here. Umm and because you claim to be so honest I just feel like you should be honest with that answer"
"Well you don't care, so..."
"I don't care, but they do"
"I don't think they do"
"yeah they do"
"no, I don't think they do"
"No they do"
"You know, something that I will always keep to myself is umm, who I write my songs about"
"oh I see, okay... so its probably about him"
Nick's POV
Sitting at home channel surfing I saw Ellen and reminded myself that Demi went on recently and that I should probably watch it. I clicked the button and I saw Demi sitting in the chair wearing a black and white stripy suit, her hair straightened, looking beautiful as ever.
Her and Ellen talked for a while about her documentary and I watched on, proud of how far she's come since our days on Disney channel.
Suddenly the conversation took a turn and Ellen picked up Demi's newest masterpiece, I hadn't yet heard all the songs because I had been so busy at the studio and life had just got in the way.
I fazed out for a second remembering the awe inspiring tones of her voice and the way she controlled here vibrato so well... she was amazing.
I was brought back to real life when I heard my name, I was confused and decided to rewind the show to find out what was being said. As I listened on intently, I couldn't believe my ears, Ruin the friendship was supposedly about us...?
I couldn't wait a moment more, I jumped up and grabbed the cd showing it into the player as quickly as I could, intrigued to see why people were reading into it so much.
The soft beat of the drum began and then I heard her voice. And all the little bits that confirmed to me that she felt the same way I did.
"Put down that cigar" "Play me your guitar, that song I love" "Thirsty for you're love fill up my cup" That one really got me, it was like she was replying to that line from my song 'Under You' where it goes "Poured a glass, but I never got to take a sip"
I continued listening, awe struck.
"Do all the things on our minds" ... Did she know I had feelings for her too?
"Baby, you and I got history" so much, so so much.
Then it hit me real good. The deciding factor of the whole conspiracy, she was a clever girl.
"No I can't keep denying every minute I" spells NickDemi.
The song finished and I was left feeling... ecstatic.
She liked me, a lot and I had a chance. Nobody realized the pain I went through for all those years seeing her with my brother and then Wilmer. Don't get me wrong, he's an amazing guy who helped her through her darkest times, I just wished it could have been me... But none of that mattered anymore because I had a shot with the girl I'd had a crush on since seeing her that first time when she auditioned for our show 'Jonas'. All I needed now is a game plan, or do I just come out and tell her?
I racked my brain for answers until I realized that all I really had to do was invite her over for a best friends catch up and tell her how I really feel.
Reaching for my phone I pressed the home button and my lock screen appeared a picture of me and Demi together when we toured together on our Future Now tour.
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I know I didn't look particularly fantastic, but Demi looked gorgeous and that's all I really cared about. I clicked on my texts and the on Demi's name and begin to type:
N: Hey, wanna hang out? I'm free this afternoon
D: ...
She started typing
D: I'd love to, missed you lately, haven't seen you enough :)
My heart burst, she missed me.
N: Missed you too, come my place and we can eat popcorn and watch movies
D: Alright, I'll be there at 3, can't wait to see you x
I breathed a heavy sign of relief, she was going to be mine soon, I knew it.
