What would you do if you were abused, both physically and verbally EVERY DAY OF YOU LIFE? If you had no mother because she died giving birth to you? If you were the laughing stock of the school? The one kid who doesnt have what the other kids have because you barely have enough money to get something to eat? If your BGF ( best guy friend ) was the only person you ever trusted, and loved, and cared about?
Maybe you would end up like me. The troubled, emotional, traumatized kid barely of 17 years of age.
Have you ever been in my shoes? Maybe in some parts, but not likely all of them.
My name is Ella Saunders. My life was a peice of shit. No one loved me or cared for me. Actually, I take that back. One person did, but we'll discuss that later. I killed myself. Do you want to know how or why?
If you want to know how, read the title of my story.
If you want to know why, read the first paragraph of IF's.
I don't expect you to keep reading, but if you do maybe, JUST MAYBE, you will feel some pity for me. But guess what? I don't need your F'ing pity, because I'm dead. No, I'm not some ghost, so don't freak out, I wrote this before I killed myself.
Each chapter is dedicated to one person who made my life a living hell! So please, go ahead, read on about the people I despise.
