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I always read about how people always fall in love with their enemies but  I never really believed it was possible.

I hate the way you wrap your arms around her as if she was your everything but can't you see it's a mistake? She's just another girl that fell for your looks and possessions ? Are you that blinded by love to not see anything?  I wish I could just go ahead and tell you everything is wrong here but I cant....

Just cuz....

I'm a nobody to you 

I don't want everything I once gave up for ask me to take them back again

You're happy with her 

I don't want to ruin your happiness and innocence

I don't wanna barge in your life and ruin it

I don't want history repeat itself again

I'm trying to change myself

I'm trying hard not to care

I don't wanna destroy myself

I'm not breaking down my walls for you

I'm trying to save myself here 

I may be selfish but so be it 

Everything that happened was a dream, a fantasy


But I wanna tell you because....

I needa save you from everything

You are a vip to me

I can't loose you

I still need you in my life, not necessary that I needa be close up to you but a distance is fine

I still have many things to talk to you about 

I wanna see if it's possible to change the future

Even though I hate you doesn't mean I don't love you...and this is the time I realized how important it is to save you.



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⏰ Last updated: Oct 27, 2017 ⏰

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