Haunted Minds

Embarrassment

"Your a disgusting insect Katara.. Your despicable " I look down at the floor as my mother adds on more and more insults,  I kinda start to zone out when suddenly I'm grabbed by my hair and slammed into the wall. I try not to cry from the pain in my head as I look at my mother. " You can't even look at me while im talking to you?! How pathetic can you get!" I look up at her having trouble actually seeing straight. "Sorry mother my apologies "  She points to my room without another word. I run into my room in the verge of a breakdown holding the pain and fear inside. Once inside my room I close and lock my door.. sitting on my bed I can't handle this pain and the thoughts in my head I want it to stop.. I look at my nightstand and open it grabbing the box that holds my savoir. I take the razor and slowly start cutting into my skin crying as I feel numb but being thankful for it's escape.  I stop for a min wondering why I don't just dig deeper till I bleed out. I have no reason to live. Nothing gives me a reason to wake up.. I cry harder trying to hold in sobs as I sit on my floor pushing the blade deeper across my arm.. I start to feel dizzy unable to hold myself up anymore I feel to the floor I see someone run into the room breaking my door in the process.. I smile grimly and say you're to late .. Finally I don't feel at all... Everything went dark.