Confused Feelings { Part 2}

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Got discharged on Thursday. So I am happy...Can concentrate much on writing and continue to update regularly.

Love to all. Thank You for your wishes which helped me in my speedy recovery.

I am back...So let's begin...

P'Knot POV

I just wanted to see him once even it's for a second as it has been approx 2 days that I saw. Then saw some one seriously doing his work in library as doesn't seem to be about anything going around him. It's him and studying very seriously. What should I say about him? He has a very cute face with smile. I heard that he is always taking care, kind, loving and rarely gets angry on anyone. That's Tew.

From the 1st time I saw him in hazing session, I started to feel different. I am always trying to catch a glimpse of him. This crazy yet cute junior is starting to invade into my uncertain space that space which no one has ever touched. It is true that I am going out with Ai'Fang but I never felt so calm before in my life. The relation between me and Ai'Fang is simple and it's just that she asked to date her and I cannot say no to her. She is my friend and she has never forced herself into me and also knows that I am yet not open in this relationship. I truly respect her for these things, so I am not able to break off with her but that Nong made me or should I say is making me feel differently.

So after seeing him in library, I went to sit beside him. It took 10mints for Nong to realise that I am sitting beside him but I can forgive him as he is studying so efficiently. I know he is trying to steal glance and I like that part of his but suddenly Ai'Fang comes and sit beside me and request to go on a date with her, to be honest I was not all interested but had to agree. I saw Nong was not comfortable around me and Ai' Fang that made me more uneasy. My mood got bitterer when I saw Tew's gal Prae come and sit beside him and they were helping each other but this was not liked by me. Moreover, I hated when Prae's hand was touching his shoulder. Why is my feeling getting so mixed and jumbled, it shouldn't have happen. I was just staring at him and thinking when suddenly our eyes met which made me nervous.

From what I could hear, Prae asked Tew to go on a dinner date and he agreed. The turning point was or should I say the shocking part was when they invited us also to go with them. I had to agree as Prae has requested me so earnestly that I could not break her heart. So next day it was fixed as there was no hazing and no assignments to work on. My heart knows how excited I am.

Diner date to be honest, I was flying on cloud nine and thinking about tomorrow. Then I was puzzled with my behaviour. What is it going on? Why I never felt such happiness before going on a date with Ai'Fang. I was thinking about what made me change and think in such a way and that was Tew who suddenly did it. I am thinking what does Tew feel about me? As I see he is going around with Prae without any problem. Yes...I am straight but after seeing his reaction about us going was different, I could not make out. I seriously don't want to put myself in mess so need to speak with Arthit about it. I am sure he will understand my problem and situation. But now the most important thing is to decide what I should wear to impress him. Oh God!!!!!!!! I will surely go crazy at this rate. I truly and sincerely want to know about his feeling. It's been a long day but a happy one. It's time to sleep and wake for my date. WAITING.........

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