friday i wanted to kill myself.
i just couldn't do it.
there was something in the way that people i love and loved glanced at me in a certain way that
i realized i cared too much.
too aware and not oblivious enough,
i stayed.
i'll hate myself for it everyday,
but one day
i'll be glad to have stayed
and i'll have accomplished many things.
april 24, 12:18
[I.F.]
