flowers • jjk

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''by the way, for our date, come to my house this Friday after school since my parents won't be home until Sunday,''he said in front of my apartment door and after he said that, he waved goodbye and shot me his signature smile before leaving.

i smiled and waved back at him, only after i went inside my house, i realised that we are going to be in his house, alone.

shit, experts always say there is a high risk in resulting people having ahem alone. i'm still a virgin, am i even ready for this?

why am i thinking those? 

i laughed at myself before going into the bathroom to wash up before going to sleep.

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i breathed in and out deeply so to calm myself down and not be so nervous while i stood in front of jungkook apartment's door.

do i just knock or do i ring the doorbell? i have been standing in front of his door for the past five minutes, hesitating whether to knock or press and his neighbors were looking at me like a fool.

finally, i gathered all my courage and ring the doorbell, after the doorbell was rang, i heard some footsteps inside the house coming towards the door.

jungkook opened the door and smiled brightly upon seeing me and quickly pulled me inside and hugged me tightly.

''i miss you,jagiya,''jungkook said softly and cutely while he hugged me tightly. 

i laughed at his overloading cuteness and hugged him back tightly,''i miss you too.''

jungkook let go of me before holding my hands and bring me to the dining table with a smiling face.

''check out the appeatising dishes! so far, you're the first girl i cooked for and the last girl i will cooked for,''jungkook smiled at me proudly before pulling out the chair for me to sit in.

i smiled at his gentleman actions and words before sitting on the chair he pulled out.

jungkook then rushed over to the chair that was on the other side and sit down.

''i figured that you haven't have your dinner so i decided to cook for you, do you like it?''jungkook asked me with excitement, i laughed and nodded.

is this the feeling of being loved?

after eating, we just cuddle on the sofa in the living room while we watched a horror movie.

jungkook wasn't scared while i was screaming like hell and hiding behind the blanket. this is so embarrassing but i just can't control myself.

everytime i screamed, jungkook hugged me closer but at the same time, laughed at my reaction and resulting in me hitting him for teasing me.

i wished we could stay like this forever.

''can you stay overnight, i want to spend the night with you,''jungkook pleaded and i give in to his cute actions.

i nodded and smile in respond,'' sure.''

''your parents or family won't mind right?''my smile faded into a frown,''i don't have one.''

''why? it's okay if you don't want to talk about it,''jungkook asked with concern while i smile with sadness in my eyes,''no, its okay. just that it's a dark and sad story and it's shit in conclusion,''i explained.

''never mind, i can be your family, husband in specific,''jungkook kissed my forehead and smiled at me, who is currently cuddling in his arms.

family? i didn't replied but continued to watch the horror movie but this time i don't know why i'm smiling even though i continued to scream.

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taking about my family brought the nightmares back again.

outside the house was raining cats and dogs, the sounds of keys being insert to the door hole was heard and mum quickly told me to hide somewhere safe from him.

i hid in the closet in my parent bedroom and watched him smacking the door open before he slapped mum while holding a beer bottle in his other hand.

they fought again like every night but this time, mum fought back.

however, mum still lost to him and he pushed her head to the wall, then mum fall to the ground, lifeless and emotionless.

''mum. mum! mum!''i screamed while the old scene from that night came back again.

''in seo! in seo!'' i opened my eyes in fear and saw jungkook shaking my shoulder in worry.

seeing him was a pill for me to keep calm as i immediately hugged him tighter than every other time.

''i had a nightmare,'' i said softly while laying my chin on his shoulder.

''it's okay, i'm here with you,''jungkook tried to assure me and hugged me back.

''let's go back to sleep, okay?''jungkook asked and i nodded.

we went back to sleep peacefully, with him hugging my back.

but i can't help but worried, will he kill him too?

i looked at jungkook who was sleeping right now and let out a deep breath, he cant't since,

he is in mental hospital right now.

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A.N

i hope you guys enjoy lol and sorry if i'm bad :(