"Monique, masamang magkagusto sa kagaya ko. I'm too broken as it is. Hindi ikaw ang bubuo sa akin kung 'yan ang iniisip mo. I'm not some game you girls want to play." —Chance Sandoval
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"When people want you out of their lives, stay out of it. They want you out for a reason. Just fucking give them what they want." —Monique Aldea
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"Natatakot ako na kapag may magawa akong isang maling bagay, lumayo siya. He wasn't there yet so I was afraid to push him away." —Monique Aldea
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"He was a risk I was willing to take but too afraid to mess up." —Monique Aldea
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"Gusto ko siya. Everyone else doesn't matter. They are just collateral damage. I'll get him." —Monique Aldea
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"Sometimes, now knowing is better than knowing. Because with knowing comes hurting." —Monique Aldea
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"Pero ayoko ng niloloko ako. As much as it would hurt, hurt me but never lie to me. That's how I want things to roll. Kill me with the truth but don't dare comfort me with lies." —Monique Aldea
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"I was too strong-willed and I liked living my own life. But since I met him, the way my world revolves changed. He was my game changer." —Monique Aldea
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"I always seek for answers even if doing so brings stress in my life. It's like a bad habit I can't shake off. It's a part of who I am. No matter how self-destructing this was, it's still there." —Monique Aldea
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"Not knowing hurts me." —Monique Aldea
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"But knowing will hurt only twice worse. And I hate seeing you hurting." —Chance Sandoval
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"It's hard when people around you are telling you that you can't have what you really want. Where's the sense in living if all you'll ever do is follow what the society dictates? Social convention sucks more so when you feel suffocated from the inside because you're jaded." —Monique Aldea
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"Behind every playboy lies a girl who broke his heart and turned him heartless." —Monique Aldea
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"Maybe time would heal this wound between us." —Monique Aldea
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"I knew someday, I might regret this decision. I might get hurt, I might cry, I might get my heart broken... But to hell with that. At least I got to be happy. Happiness does not come to everyone. It's a luxury that only some people could afford... and it comes with a price. And if a broken heart someday was what it takes, then come hell or high water. I was willing to bet on it." —Monique Aldea
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"It was like the universe was telling me to kiss the guy—to grab his collar and have my lips placed against his, to feel his mouth against mine." —Monique Aldea
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"Did you ever have something like that? Having someone whom you want to call your own. It's unexplainable. I just met him few months ago but the more I spend time with him, the more I realize that it doesn't matter how long you knew the person. The only thing that matters is if you're happy. And if you are, bag it. Own it. Because some bitch might steal your prince away. And sometimes, there's no do over. You just have to live with the lost." —Monique Aldea
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"I'm trying to fall in love again. Don't break me when I'm finally there. I don't know how to fix myself again if you'll break me." —Chance Sandoval
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"I will never let this go. I will hold on to whatever we have because I knew this was worth fighting for." —Monique Aldea
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"Sometimes, I hide... Not because I am afraid but because there's too much to risk. I still needed time to think over things." —Monique Aldea
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"The truth alone hurt already... but hearing it being spoken out loud hurt twice worse." —Monique Aldea
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"They will play with you and ditch you. That's how it always go. Always had. Always will." —Monique Aldea
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"I had control over everything but since I met him, things changed. It was like driving when you know the brake's broken. You know you should stop but cannot stop. It was frustrating and exhilarating. It was slowly taking over my life." —Monique Aldea
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"I turned around and intertwined my fingers with his. It fit perfectly, having his fingers completing mine. It felt like he was the missing piece to my puzzle. This felt so like 7th heaven." —Monique Aldea
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"And the moment our lips touched, it was magical. This felt right. It felt good. It was blissful." —Monique Aldea
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"As they say, the more you deny something, the more it becomes realistic. But then you may confuse your reality with your mind's eye. That's a crazy bull." —Monique Aldea
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"He was too good. Hindi niya ako pinipilit sa ayoko. When I say no, he respects it. When we argue, he won't shout even if I'm shouting at him. He will remain calm and say, 'alright, baby. You're right. Let's stop fighting.' and we will end every argument with a hug. If you will ask me, this was the perfect relationship." —Monique Aldea
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"This is my heart, my life, my feelings. I will love whoever I want. I call all the shots." —Monique Aldea
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