Why me ?

part 2/2

...I had only problems I couldn't leave in peace, I said before that my parents left me and I'm living with a fake parents, I'm so poor and I've no money in my pocket, yes I can't fell in love and I can't marry a girl cause I've no money and I can't study like the others I can't even make a real smile, every morning I get up early to searching a work but the same problem I couldn't solved it I'm trying and I've never stopped trying, but once a night I saw a dream, a poor man who looks poorest than me so he started to talk with me and he told me that I've to be patient he told me that I'm so special he told me that your test is one of the hardest,after that weird dream I got up and I found that my eyes are full of tears it seems like I was crying, and I remembered what I saw and I star thinking how I'm going to pass all those problems and how I'll solve them...to be continued