"You're welcome, young man, and now we're going to stop feeling sentimental and we're going to prepare your room ... although you'll have to share it for the moment with my granddaughter "
"I have no problem if she allows me"
"Of course you can sleep in my room little Gary" * * It will be a matter of luck, prayers or I do not know ... but I can not believe that my life is beginning to be more or less the life of a teenager. I go to the institute, I have notes let's say that they are decent and good, biology is not my thing. I have a friend, the guy from the first day who left me a T-shirt.
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(Oh mah gawghhsjskha)
We usually go out running, he tells me his problems with girls and I just listen to him. He also says that I should try for the tryouts for the football team ... But it is not my style, I prefer to spend more time with Zhola, every day I learn new things about her. Zhola is more than a friend and although I refuse to admit that I feel something for her ... every day I see her more and more beautiful in all aspects .. I wish I was like normal kids, with a normal family, good clothes, a mobile phone, a beautiful car ... everything I've never had. I would call her in the afternoon and in the evening I would pick her up, I would drive to her house, I would call and her grandmother would receive me, she would tell me ^ oh, come on,swertheart, she will be ready soon ^ I would wait for her sitting on the sofa, thinking and reviewing the night so that our date would be perfect, she would interrupt my thoughts with her sweet voice and I would be crazy to see her, as always, so pretty. Everything would be great, on the trip I would gain enough confidence to put my hand on her thigh and she would grab my strong hand sending me a smile ... The night would be perfect, I would even give her a ki-. "Garyyyyy come up, the room is ready " "Okay, I'm coming" * * "Grayson"
"Yes" "I would love for my parents to live so they could meet you" "And to me ... well I would like to have a family" "Hey hey come here" She told me with intent to go to her bed, I was sleeping on a makeshift mattress, the truth is that it makes me feel as if lying on a cloud.. I have always slept on the floor or on benches, stairs in abandoned chairs and even standing. I went to bed with her but I did not dare to look her in the eye. The same thing always happens to me, I am afraid that she will discover what I feel for her .. "Gray ... look at me" She lifted my chin gently and caresed my cheek "Listen to me ... I am your family now, my grandmother and I are your family she loves you almost like her grandson haha" "Really?" "Of course,she's always showing you off to the neighbors, you're the neighborhood's precious young man, I've heard Mrs.Paket say something like^ what I would make to you young man if you had caught me without arthritis and fifty years younger ^ " She said imitating the voice of Ms.Paket "Oh my lord ... do not put that voice anymore hahaaha" "Why not young man?" While pinching my cheek imitating an older lady "Staaaaaaawwwpp" "Okay okay I stop if you give me a hug " I hugged her
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Then I raised my head and I look into her eyes ... instantly I felt a sweet pressure on my lips .. She had kissed me I opened my eyes and kissed her again I do not know if I did it well ... I did not think with my head ... I thought with my heart that it is less wise and more insane.
* * * I think that I'm in love with her * *
Dear diary This is just a late night thought..a late night feeling.
Mixed signals, Intertwined fingers, Smooth, delicate,beautiful dark skin and just your normal dirty teenager skin. A look, a laugh, feelings linger in the air. A soft caress, a simple touch, and suddenly, I'm in another world. Oblivious to everything Not thinking, Just feeling. Deep brown eyes, hands clasped around mine. Knowing but not knowing, showing and glowing. Surrendering to the moment. Not thinking, Just feeling...Okay she just wants a man and I can be that man I will treat her right as right as a shooting star on a fallen night I will hold her tight wish her night kiss her on the head and say sleep tight wake up at sunrise with them cute sleepy eyes hair a mess but still you're the one lying hand in hand under the morning sun looking out at the water flow maybe I have fallen in love..yeah maybe She's always in my thoughts She's always in my dreams And so a life without her would Just tear away at the seams It's her that keeps me up all night The one getting me through the day And so it seems to me that there Is only one thing left to say I don't know how to say it To make it sound so true So I'll say it how I feel it I'm completely in love with her.
