Regrets BTS PJM

Ending

Previously~

??? POV

"So you've took the picture of the two of them?" She ask "Well yeah" "Good job give it to me okay i need it"

Now~

School~

Naeun's POV

While i was at the locker i saw Irene walking towards me "Hey gurl~" She said and i wave back "I heard there's a rumor about you" she said

"What rumor?" I ask not looking or take a glimpse at her

"Its-" The bell rang and we went in our classroom

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When i open the classroom's door i saw people look at me with disgust..

I just shrug it and sit at my chair, When the class start I just look at the table and thought that what the heck is she talking about rumor

When it's break time people were shouting loser,cheater,slut to me and some of them throw some papers at me, I just sigh and left the classroom

When i was walking in the hallway many people are gossiping to each other and i know it's all about me..and yes i think it's about the rumor

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I went in our table and i saw Jimin crying?

"What happen to him?" I ask and then they turn their attention to me "Don't play so dumb naeun" Jin said while glaring 

"What did i do?" I ask again

 "I thought your an innocent and kind but it's just an opposite" My brother just laugh bitterly "wha-"

 i was cut off by spilling a cold water to my head, I look at by my side and it's..

"Surprise Naeun" Irene said laughing

 "What are you doing i thought your my bestfriend?" I ask her looking down at the ground 

"Well not today" Lisa said throwing water bottle in my knee and Blackpink laugh along with everyone including BTS

"What are you going to do about it cry baby?" Jisoo ask grabbing my hair "It hurts!" I yelp and they mimicked

"Guys throw some food to this slut" All of the people obey them and throw their food at me

"Gu-Guys please stop pl-please!" I said crying in the ground

When the bell rang all of them go to their classroom

I run and run and run to the girl's restroom and lock myself in

What did i done wrong..Why me..

An hour pass I look at the time "Class end an hour ago" I mumble and went out the girl's Restroom to take my bag and left the school

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I decided to take my money to get my own apartment so that if i have problems i'll stay in there, When i was at my house i saw My brother sitting down at the couch, I didn't bother to say hello or hi

I went to the basement to take my money and left

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Days past I get bullied by most of the girls and boys..BTS always didn't care to me, I always harm my self like slitting my wrist and cry every night.

One day I thought commiting suicide is good, When school is done i took a cab and told the driver to go to the Yanghwa Bridge which is far (IDK) 

When i was in Yanghwa bridge I stood at the edge of it thinking i should do it or not thoughts flooded in my mind

- Maybe i should do it in fact they hate me

- It's all a lie

- I shouldn't fall in love easily

- I should disappear in this world

- They never care about me tho

- Life is a joke

- Maybe i'm just too FUCKING Complicated

- I hate myself

- I regret all of it

I jump at it and end my life so that they'll be happy..

All i felt was the cold water and waited..and waited until i can't breath

END