I wonder of you'll ever know how much I cried that night
I wonder if you realize how much you seem not to want me
I wonder if you realize just how much those words hurt
Even though they weren't particularly mean
I wonder if you're starting to dislike me
I wonder if we'll stop being like this
I wonder if you'll ever know how much I actually hate myself
And how shitty I actually felt
I wonder if I'll end up more broken than when we started
I wonder if I'll ever tell you how badly I'm actually doing
I wonder if you'll ever read this
Or even know what I'm talking about
