|| Gluttony || m. yg

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"Ahhhh..." I was staring at the white ceiling. 

Jisoo still didn't answer me why he kissed me! Does he love me ? No... No way! He would be really crazy if he would love someone like me. Like uhm hello?! I treat him really bad? I guess... But what's more important right now is Yoongi... He's already going to leave in few weeks... What should I do? I don't want him to leave...To leave me. I still want to spend time with him together. I want to see him smile even more often. I want him to call my name and I want to get closer to him. I don't even know by myself why exactly... What's the real reason that I find him interesting... That I fell for him. But I know that I feel that way and that's why-

Ping!

A message from Jisoo? I clicked on it.

Jisoo: Good news for u Luna... Your lover wants to meet you.

Luna: What do you mean? Huh? Do you wanna meet me?

Jisoo: What the hell? No I ain't your lover. I mean Mister Min.

Luna: Damn boy I was really confused rn.... And what?! For real? You ain't kidding me right? Because if you are lying to me then I am going to chop your head off <_<

Jisoo: Woah Luna... You are so nice today again... Sometimes I really wonder why I am even friends with you

Luna: T_T don't say something like that...

Jisoo: :P

Okay... I need to change my clothes and then I need to go! 

I stood up and went to my wardrobe. A dress? No... Wait... This isn't even a date or something... Just wear something normal but still cute. 

I changed my clothes and hurried to the train station. I got into the train and got off two stations later. 

Why does he want to meet me though? Especially why exactly does he even ask Jisoo to tell it to me?

I went inside the building and saw Jisoo walking towards me. I waved at him and smiled lightly. 

"Come with me."

I followed Jisoo. He was quiet and seemed unhappy. I guess he doesn't want me to meet Yoongi. But well... Soon he doesn't need to worry about it anymore...

We stopped infront of Yonngi's cell. I knocked on the door "Hello, it's me."

"Come in."

I was excited... I took a deep breath and went inside. I saw him right away. He was sitting in a corner of this room... No cell... I was keeping my distance and looked over his body. His face got slimmer.

"You don't eat enough..." I mumbled.

"Luna.." He looked up to me emotionless.

"Yes?" 

"I am scared..." 

He didn't seem scared to me. He was still looking at me with the same emotionless face. But well maybe he don't want to show it...

I walked towards him and touched his hand. Even his hand got skinnier. It made me sad. I bit my lower lip.

"Can I do something?"

"There's nothing you can do. Once I am away... Once I am not in this cell anymore..." He left out a big sigh and closed his eyes "Luna... You are a good human." He grabbed my hand.

"Why? I am sure that there's something I can do. Just tell me what."

"The only thing would be to kill me..." He opened his eyes and looked at me "But I am too scared to die...Then again I am too scared to live."

I started tearing up. Why? "Don't say something like that. I am here for you, I would do anything for you." I hugged him lightly because I was scared to break his body.

He didn't move or say something. The only noise that you could hear was me sobbing.

"You could laten it..." He suddenly mumbled.

I wiped my tears off and looked at him "Laten what?"

"Laten that they will find me." He looked down.

"How?"

"Take me out from here to a place far away from here."

What?... I looked at him with big eyes. He wants me to help him to escape from this jail? I would commit a crime if I do so... I can't do that!

"Let me...Think about it..." I mumbled and stood up.