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Justice POV

As soon as 8:30am hit I called James. It rung four times til he answered. "Good morning baby." He said. "Umm hey... I have to tell you something." I lay on the bed beginning to cry. "What's wrong baby, you can tell me anything." He said sounding very concerned. "Umm I have something aaannd I don't know who I got it from." I say. "Baby are you saying you have a infection?" I could hear the bed shift. "Yes." I silently cry to myself. "Baby what the fuck! Where did you get it from?" His voice now was loud. "Thats why I'm taking you to the doctor to see if you have it. I've had it for six months." I admit. "Ok we've been together for eight so we'll see how all of this adds up. Wait... Who else have you been with?" He asked.

"Some girls. And one nigga." I admit.
"Who?" He asked. "Umm Amber, Nessa and Tiff." I say, only saying the girls names. "Who's the nigga?" I knew he was gonna ask. I instantly started crying loud and hard. "Baby just tell me. And stop crying I won't be mad." He said. I began to wheeze. "T" was all I could make out.  "T? T?" He repeats to himself. "Tony? Tyron? Tim?. Who is it?" He asked, his voice is still loud and scary. "Tyreek." I finally said. Then I heard the phone line go dead. He hung up on me.

What should I do? I said to myself. I cried so much after that conversation that I cried myself to sleep.

Then I felt somebody shaking me awake. "Aye wake up." It was James. "Oh umm hi." I say sitting up. "What time is the appointment?" He asked. "In a hour." I say, my voice is so raspy. "I think its obvious that I wanna break up." He said looking me dead in my face. "Yea I thought you would. I don't blame you for wanting to." I look away from him. "I'll always be here for you, but you fucked my best friend." he said. "I know but you can't only be mad at me be mad at him. You don't know the real him." I say getting off the bed. "I've known him since I was a kid, what don't I know about the nigga?" He said. "You don't know that he's a real snake." I say. "Really, the only snake I see is you. Fucking ever thing that moves... Ok I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that." He tried to apologize. "No its ok, once these results come out I'll see if you've been the once cheating." I say. "What you mean?" He asked. "Well Ive had it for six months, we've been together for eight. We didnt have sex til two months into our relationship, which makes up why ive had it for six months. So if these test come back that you've had it for eight months or seven I'll know you've been the one fucking everything that moves." I realize I have the upper hand. He's gonna try to expose me for a cheater but If he's been doing the same thing then he's as much of a snake then I am. He turns away from me. "Exactly" I say. I go to my closet to get dressed. I put on a black tank top and a red windbreaker. With black leggings and my red 5's. I left my hair in a ponytail. Put on lip gloss and grabbed a small clutch bag. "Aye you ready to go?" He asked not looking at me. "Yea come on." I lead him out my room and to the front door. I lock up behind me. I got to the passenger side and opened my own door. He use to open doors for me but I guess thats all over now. I got in and buckled up. The car ride was so silent. So uncomfortable. So different.

At the doctors office we ended up with the same doctor that I had when I came in yesterday. "He here to get tested?" The doc said. "Yea can we just get it over with?" I said. "Of course follow me."

The doc made James do the same thing I had to. Minute's later the test were back.

"Well Mr.James you are positive." The doc said. James put his head down and softly cried. "How long had he had it? I asked. "For a solid eight months." The doc said looking at his clipboard. All the anger from before built up in me came out. How he tried to make it seem like I was the only one cheating. Trying to lie like he wasn't crooked. Making it seem like I was such a nasty person. Who's the nasty one now?

I started hitting him over the top of his head with my purse and one of my shoes. "You lying bastard!" I yell whooping his ass. instantly the security came in. They started dragging me out the room but I grabbed onto the door frame. "You bitch, you cheating bitch! Who's the bitch you cheated on me with?!" I ask before being dragged out. I keep yelling as they drag me out. "Who's the bitch, tell me?!"

The security guards talked to me to calm me down. One agreed to drive me home. The other went back to get my shoe and purse.

On the ride home the security guard, his name is Mike. He talked to me and made me realize my worth. He talked to me like a preacher. I loved it. He gave me his number so I could call him if I ever need any savior. Thats a good man, a good person. Thats more then I can say about anybody.