At night when a lay to go to sleep I am in an ocean. Some nights its easy I sit a float and the waves of the ocean are light. While other times I am drowning while its storming. The waves are smacking my face and I crash into the sea. I am unable to breathe and it feels like everything is ending. That is until my tears tire me out and sweet sleep lays upon me. I wish that everyday I can be a float. My bigger wish though is to be on shore and no longer have to battle with my ocean.
Hi there, i just wanted to write to show how my attacks feel to me. I actually wrote this in my journal a long time ago but I like the way i described it.
