There are times that I believe that I am beautiful and people might think I am pretty. Although most of the time I look at my reflection in the mirror and wonder why these voices in my head tell me that I am ugly. I hate that word, but I use that word to describe myself on a daily basis every time I see myself in the mirror or in a friends picture or selfies that I try to take that never get to see the light of day. I don't want to feel this way about myself, but I still do 98% of the time. I want to be able t love myself the way that I love others, but its hard for me. When will I be good enough for... myself.
HI, once again this is something old from my journal, but i still feel this way.
