He is on my mind still . But I have a girl so why do I care . I shouldn't care I've been in my relationship for two weeks . Ughhhhh I hate feeling. I'm happy for him I really am . XD last night she said she loved me for he first time ahhhhh. My girl makes me feel wanted . But then I go and fall for my best friend and she makes me feel beautiful no ones ever accomplished that ughhh . Let's just say I'm dating one girl but fell for another.