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heya guys..
okay so as always, i'm so sorry for leaving you on kind of a 'what the fuck what happened to her?' kind of thing BUT i kinda need to tell you about that.
Honestly, i have NO motivation to write this story whatsoever and as you can tell the chapters have been getting shorter, shorter and shorter.
I don't know what's up with me honestly having no motivation to write and all but i'm sorry :(
Now looking back on it, i just find this story cringe to read and truly and utterly mediocre which quite honestly is understandable for the style of writing and just how much i kind of wanted to follow in the footsteps of my favourite writers on here (which quite obviously didn't work)
For some reason this story has the most reads which i just can't seem to fathom because of how truly terrible it is but thanks for that anyway guys. When i wrote this story i was hugely cringe, still am to be honest, but i've just come to realise how awful it really is and for that i'm sorry.
Towards the last few chapters i wrote i just began to grew bored of the story and felt as if it was pummelling into a complete dead end.
Also, i just want to put out there that throughout all this time i was active on here and kind of just ignoring the fact that it was far by and update which is so wrong and for that i'm also very sorry.
I'm not really sure that I want to carry on with this story at all and i'm sorry guys, I may occasionally update if i really feel like it but as of now i want to focus on better things. The only reason i didn't write is because I just didn't like the story and where it was heading honestly and I was kind of anxious to tell you all that i guess just because i know you all liked reading this the most (for some reason)
I hope you all can see from my point of view and again, i'm sorry, please understand.
This does not mean that i'm stopping writing full stop though. All i need is some new material and i'll be up and writing again. Help me with some ideas? idk.
I'm sorry and please understand :) xxxxx
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