Never letting go

The ride

As I got in my house I felt a little embarrassed. I walked upstairs and took a shower ignoring everything abut the music. I got out and put on some jean shorts and a top. I walked out to make up my bed but heard a bump. I started to make it up and I heard another one. I look at my window and there was all three guys below. I opened the door to my balcony " you want to come we are leaving in about 10 mins." did I actually just get invited " um you guys don't know me." I said getting quieter while I said it. " Ryan here wants your little friend to go." O that's why they are asking me to go so Ryan can have time with her. " why didn't you just ask her?" " she wouldn't agree with out you, and she said you wouldn't answer your texts."
I look at my phone and see 20 unread messages. That all read plzzzzz go "fine I will go let me pack a bag." I was about to close my window when Cameron said "Pack small bikinis." Cameron laughed as he said it which West did not find fun and gave him the death glare. Weird ...
I pack sleeping clothes , one pair of regular clothes, 2 bathing suits which I could find, a brush and tooth brush and paste. I run down stairs and tell my parents where I am going but forgot they weren't here till tomorrow night. They would be fine with it I think because Lexi and West are going. When I get out side I see 2 cars and three guys there and Lexi beside them. I give her a look which means she better explain herself later. She looks at Ryan which is putting all the bags in Cameron comes up and grabs me by the waist putting me in the car but before he puts me in all the way someone comes picks me up bridal style. I look and see West not daring to look at me. He drops me off in the other car and Cameron is just standing there smirking. What just happened??
I sat there for about 3 minutes deciding if I should get out but soon enough West got in the car bucked and started driving off.
" why couldn't I have driven with Lexi and Cameron and Ryan?" He doesn't even look at me " there wasn't enough room." He has such mixed emotions sometimes he likes playing jokes, then gets mad and then he is all sweet to his sister. There was plenty of room but I wasn't going to start a argument.. I hate arguing with people.
I don't like awkwardness so I turn on the radio and start singing to Ed Sheeran castle on the hill. When I start singing I forget he's even there. I love Ed and his voice it's just so perfects. When the song was over I opened my eyes which I didn't even realize I closed them. I look at West which for the first time looks at At me back. " that was amazing, who taught you to sing." No one has ever asked me that before and that made me think of tyler who always said I sung amazing. He had faith I could do it for a living if I wanted to. " hey are you ok" I quickly look over to him and see he has a look of concern on his face. "Yea I was just thinking about something."  He put his hand on my thigh which made my whole body tingle and I guess he felt the same because he quickly pulled it off and put his hand back on the wheel.  " just know you can tell me anything." After that I didn't know what to say back to him. I became tired and closed my eyes listening to the music. I felt someone lift me up again out of the car I didn't hear any music anymore just birds, splashing and laughter from across the lake. Honestly I didn't even feel like opening my eyes so I just snuggled more into whatever is caring me. " God how beautiful." I heard a manly voice say which made me wish I had a guy that would tell me that.  I decided to open my eyes and there I was in West arms in a beautiful place with woods and the lake around us.
I coughed a little to show I am awake. He looked down and put me down, I blushed a little thinking about how I must have been heavy. " hey I am sorry for making you carry me." He started heading back towards the car. " don't be sorry you were light, come on let's get our bags and then we will go inside." A little smile appeared on his face which made my heart melt... what am I thinking I can't fall for it. Oh gosh what have I gotten my self into this week.