If She Will

Anger&Fustration😡

"What the hell are you doing here"? I screamed.

He kept staring at me like he saw a ghost.

"Why the hell are you staring at me like that, werido?

Finnaly He spoke.

"I wanted to see you, and talk to you. But you hung up on me so I came here" he said with his head down.

"Ryan just- Ugh come in". I couldn't believe I let him in.

I part of me felt a little sorry for him because I thought he was sorry for cheating. I guess I'm about to find out once and for all.

"Your apartment still looks the same, Everything is where it was when I was last here" he said walking and looking around like he's at a musem.

I rolled my eyes and sat down on the couch.

"So what do you need to say Ryan sense you came all this way"?

He came and sat extremely close to me.

"I want you back, I will never cheat on you again, I love you and I can't stop thinking about you" he said in on breath.

I hugged him! What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I hugging him? Why do I feel sorry for him?

WHY DID I LET HIM IN?!

I stopped hugging him and looked up and said:

"Ryan when I found out you cheated on me, I was heart broken. I still loved you and for some reason over the last 3 weeks I've been trying to hide the fact that I still love you. But in reality I do". I said while trying not to make eye contact.

Ryan looked at me about to cry, I guess he finally realized how much he hurt me.

" I promise if you can take me back, I will be yours and only yours" He replied.

We both stood up at the same time and hugged.

"So where do we go from here" He said Wipping his eyes.

"You could move back in with me then we can just act like a regular couple and see how it goes.

" Okay let's do it, I'll go to Mike's and get my stuff, I'll be back in about 2 hours.

Before I could reply he ran out smiling.

As soon as he left I ran to my bedroom and sat at my computer and went on Instagram, twitter, and any other social media and changed my relationship status to taken. My heart was beating so hard.

Then I stopped to think, my freinds would judge and ask why would I take him back.

"Okay Ruby let's do this, I love him that's what matters.

I get up and throw on some jeans and a plain white T-shirt.

" I'm starving, I'll make some bacon and eggs then go get a milkshake " I said while getting some pans out and the food.

I ate and went to go get my milkshake. For the last 2 hours I watched  Netflix on my computer.

Knock Knock

"Its open, come in" I screamed.

Lol I was to lazy to get up and answer the door because I was to interested in my show.

All of a sudden this tall guy with shorts on, no shirt and with short curly black hair appears over my shoulder.

"Hi beautiful" He says with his deep sexy voice.