Betrayed // LIL XAN x Reader

Chapter 14

Hey guys! I'm still not feeling well but I wanted to make this chapter for you. Hope you enjoy♥️

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I slept through the whole day. Woke up here and there but going straight asleep again. I was so tired from the 4 rounds of sex with Diego last night. But when I woke up today Diego was gone.

I check my phone looking at my messages to see Diego and my mom has text me.
I opened Diego first and it just said "Gonna be in the studio all day. Love you babe💕"
I thought it was normal. But I opened my moms text and oh boy.
Mom🙄💕: you stupid dumb whore. I hope you're on the side of the road dead. Fuck You. Go slit your wrist and die. I burned all of your shit so don't even think about coming home. You was a mistake. Go kill yourself. Brat. No ass looking ass. Fat ass pig.

I'm shock to see my mom saying this. My own birth mother. Tears started to flood my eyes. I can't do this anymore.

I get up walking straight into the bathroom. Once I shut the door I started to ball my eyes out.

For a good 30 minutes just on the screaming and crying. Can't even breathe. I don't give a fuck anymore. I don't wanna live. I don't have anymore strength left in me. I'm weak.

I walk over the mirror and opening it see two blades in the mirror.

Grabbing the cold , metal blades and sit back down on the floor. Putting it to my skin. I slide it across my arm seeing my flesh being torn apart. Deeper and deeper. More blood was on the floor than ever.

Balling my eyes out even more. But I see someone bust through the door. It's Diego. "Baby why?" He said crying.
My eyes started to get heavy.
"Don't fucking close your eyes!"
When he said that I started to cry even more.
"Babygirl I fucking love you. Please just hold on."

He grabbed my head and brought it closer to his chest. I can hear his heart rate. Beating. The more I listen to it, the more it calmed me down and made me feel sleepy.

"Hello. 911? Yes I need a emergency truck on the way right now!"

"Hold on babe. The hospital will be here soon."

As he said that my eyes close and all I could see is black.