CHAPTER 5

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Ishq Par Zor Nahin Hai Yeh Woh Aatish, ‘Ghalib’,
Jo Lagaaey Na Lage, Aur Bujhaaey Na Bane.

[Mirza Ghalib] 

RABIA POV

Na ma is shaks ko jnti h na hi kbhi mili hun pr phr bhi iski taraf khichti jatahi hun ya kesa ishq h asa mehsoos mjhy kbhi pehly ni hoa kya shaks mjhsy mohbbat kr paye ga? Shyd ma isky laiq hi ni hun. Pr mjhy ya maloom hai ka ma ab is sy mohabbat krti h mjhy isy pany k liye jo bhi karna hoga ma krugi pr kya maloom ya kisi aur sy mohhbt krta ho?

Ae myry parwardegar tu tw jnta h ma is sy kitni mohbt krti h..Ya Allah isy myry naseeb ma likhdy ya phr isy bhulwadain mjhsy jesy kbhi hamari baat cheet hi ni hoyi ho. Ya ma kya kr rhi h apny maa baap ko dhoka dyrhi h jinho ny mjhpy yqeen kiya par ab ma peechy ni hat skti...

"Hi" –faris

Ma apni socho ma ghum thi faris ka text dekha tw us sy bt krny lg gai hamain baat krty hoye 5 mahiny ho chuky hain ma bohat khush h pr faris mjhsy mohbt ni krta ya bt mjhy bht satati h

"Hi" myny reply kya

Ham Facebook par hi bt krty h faris ny mjhsy mera num manga th or myny dy bhi dya pr bt hamari yhan hi hoti h

Faris myry ghr walo k bary ma achi trh jnta hai pr usny kbhi apny ghr walo k bary ma ni btaya siwaye isk k uski aik bewa maa h or 1 choti behn jo shyd 8 saal Ki h bamushkil usky Kehny ky mutabik us ky walid sahaab ka inteqaal hochuka hai jo army ma thy bs itna hi jannaw myry liye kafi th or ma us sy is bary ma pochti bhi nahi hun mjhy us Ki family sy kya lyna dyna...

"Kesi ho" uska text aya

"Ma thk hun faris" myny jawab dya

"Faris tum Karachi kb aogy kya ham mil skty hain"
myny us sy srf pocha Milna ma ni chahti thi or na hi mil skti thi ma kbhi apny ghr sy akyli bahir ni nikli

"Main ni askta Karachi abhi" Usny sawal kya

"Wesy milna kio chahti ho mjhsy?" Usny phr text kya

"Asai bs" Maine  wajah btana munasib na smjha

"Haha phr bhi kio btao btao" usny mjhsy phr pocha

"Kio k ma tmhy dekhna chahti h tm myry dost jo ho" aik dfa phr pochny Ki wjh sy myny usy wajah btadi pr kitni sach ma srf ma ni blky wo bhi jnta th

Faris ko maloom hogya th ma us ky liye kya feel krti h shyd meri hi apni baaton sy kch baatain insaan asi kar jata h jin sy saaf zahir hojata h ky agla bmda hamary bary ma kya sochta h

"Srf aik dost?" Uska reply aya

"Haan" myny jawab dya

Faris ny kayi baar meri hr bt ko toka bhi th jesy wo ugalwana chahta ho mjhsy such par ma thehri khamosh hmysha ki trh..

Apny dil Pr tw pora bhrosa th mjhy ka ya faris k ilawa kisi aur k liye ni dharakta pr faris ki raye ma abhi tk Jan na skti thi pta ni wo shaks itna ajeeb kio h phr bhi myry dil ko bhah gya..

Myry is jawab k bd faris tohra udaas hogya th jb mohhbt ki h tw saaf pta chl ta h ky agla kya sochrha h pr kya pta ma ghlt hun?
Agr faris asy act krta h tw kya mjhsy mohbt krta h?
Phr kio izhar ni krta?
Ya chand sawal thy jo roz ma apny zameer sy krti thi or jawab myny hmysha yhi paya k agr wo mohhbt krta hota tw bta dyta

Pr phr ya bhi sochti ka mohbt myny ki h jis trh mjhy btany ma jhijak mehsoos hoti h usi trh shyd wo bhi ni bta pa rha ho bas yhi soch kr sukoon ki nend ati thi wrna in socho ma ghum meri nend kitni dfa urhi h

Ya bhi aksar sochti hun ka kya ma aik sahi lrki h? Ma aik anjaan shaks sy baatain krti h ma sahi lrki ni h mera kirdar thk ni h bs ya bt soch kr bht dukh hota th mjhy

"Faris ma soti h ab kl bt krty h" myny faris sy bt krna munasib na smjha or usy ya text send krdya

"OK bye tc" usny jawab dya or ma tohri dyr sochty sochty sogai..

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