Big Dreams- Min Yoongi

4

'I really don't know anything about her. I am such an asshole.'

The whole appointment my mind kept going back to her. I kept thinking 'does she really know what it's like?' and ' I hope she will forgive me.'

"okay Yoongi!" the doctor interupts my train of thought, " I am going to prescribe this inhaler for you." he went on telling me about it, but I already knew all about it. It's the same thing they try to give me every time I come in here, however my parents don't care enough to buy it for me.

I just sat there till he was done talking.

"So hopefully that will help. Let me know if you need anything else." he said as he walked me out of the office.

I was walking home and the guilt form yelling at her was eating me alive. I stopped and ran the other way.

It was hard to run this far but I will live...... I think.

I finally made it to her house, I was just here this morning so I did not get lost thankfully.

I took two deep breaths and walked to the door. I knocked three times but there was no answer. Then I knocked again.

I am losing patience. I went back onto the street and picked up a small rock, and tossed it at her window.

Y/n pov.

I heard something taping on my window and woke up to see what it was.

' it better be god himself to be waking  me up right now' I thought.

I looked out the window and saw Yoongi standing in the middle of the street. Well he does kind of look like an angel.... close enough.

I went downstairs and out to the street to meet him.

"what are you doing here?" I said.

"come with me." he said slightly out of breath.

I just stared at him thinking. I am doing nothing and I am bored, but I don't even know this guy.

" why?"

He smirked and said, "come on have some faith in me."

I turned around and walked back to the house.

"What? Are you scared?" he yelled after me.

"No I grabbing my stuff." I replied.

I went inside and put a cute long sleeve shirt on and light make up. Then I pulled hair back. I grabbed my purse and left.

"ready?" he asked when I reached him.

"Yep, but you never told me where we are going?" I asked.

"It's a surprise" he said laughing at me when I got excited.

'he seems very happy' you thought.

We walked a long time before we got to an older looking building on the outer part of the city.

He grabbed my hand and took me to the side of the building. At this point is was blushing super hard, because of all the skinship.

"Your hands are cold." he spoke up making the moment awkward.

"Hehehe, yeah I  forgot my coat at home but it's fine." I said scathing my neck with my free hand and looking at the ground.

When I looked up he was climbing through a window! I am not going to get in troubled for him.

"yoongi breaking an entering is illegal!" I whisper and shouted at the same time.

He looked back at me with the cutest gummy smile making my heart melt.

"Live a little y/n." he said putting a hand out for me to grab.

I was hesitant but I took it. I don't know why I got this feeling while I was doing something illegal, but when our skin touched I feel like I was safe. My heart started to race.

I looked around the room we were in and it looked like an musician lived here. There was mirrors on the walls, just like in an dance studio. In the corner of the room was a table with a bunch of lyrics on it, some were crumbled and tossed on the floor. I was curious about a door next to the table, so I opened it. There was a small room with a microphone in the middle of it.

"This is where I record my music." Yoongi answers the question in my head.

"So you make music." it sounded like a statement.

"Yep I found this place when I was a kid. Over the years I have fixed it up and made it into my studio."

"what kind of music do you make?" I asked walking back into the room with the mirrors to look around more.

"I rap." I could hear the smile in his voice as he said it.

But I was not smiling. I know how dangerous that is, I just met him and it's obvious he is not well. He worse off then me and I can even be around fire works of fire in general. ' if I had cancer and he is worse off then me, then what happened to him?'

"yoongi why are you sick, what happened to you?"

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A/n: well no one reads this book so I will post the next two chapters then write the whole book before I publish it.

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