Quiet Fire

For You.....

For Charlie I'd do anything , so I had to be someone I wasn't. But I had to make a sacrifice and didn't think it would come with a terrible cost. Well don't think to hard obviously it came with a cost if it didn't the story wouldn't exist. This was beyond selfish but I wanted him to be himself. The Charlie I see every day the serious bad boy but not to dangerous , but still the lovable guy he is. Selfish right? But I wanted him to be happy and him happy makes me happy. So what if it was selfish but I had good intentions the entire time but Karma sucks. Funny pun right. Sorry anyway so Charlie and I were doing our homework. Yes the supposed "bad girl" does homework. Gasp the world is ending. And I happened to notice Charlie was upset. I kept pestering him to tell me because I love him and I care about him. Maybe that was our downfall I kept pushing him and he didn't want to be pushed but like I said in the beginning he'd do anything to make me happy. Because I would do to same for him in a heartbeat. Anytime. Any place. So the look of sadness on his face wasn't cutting it. So I dared him to try to be himself at school at least once. He said he'd do it but on one condition I had to finally tell my "football playing jock " of a brother that I am dating Charlie and there is nothing he can do about it. Now don't think I'm a bitch who just uses Charlie , because that's not the case. The reason I haven't told him because if you didn't know nerds get bullied by the jocks. And I know Max would just hurt him. But the only reason he hasn't beat up Charlie is because I told him these exact words : hurt him you hurt me. And that stopped him at least I thought. But any way I took on the dare and so did he. But it did nothing but cause more trouble. And that's what started the fire.