Oblivion- Larry AU

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Harry is suffering from depression, and well, so is Louis. But, they are both suffering through it differently. Louis goes through his days to try to understand what it's like to be in Harry's shoes, since his depression is worse. Upon the realization, Harry realizes that Louis was the weight that kept him from exploding, into oblivion. 

Pairing: Harry/Louis

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Warning: CAUTIONS: Rape, Suicidal Thoughts, Attempted Suicide, Past Abuse, Depression/Severe Depression, Self Harm, Mention of Alcohol Abuse and Smut. I do think you might require some tissues, some of the parts are a bit brutal to read (I had a hard time to write this). This isn't your normal love story, good luck! 

  

This thing took me over a month to complete, I had 7,000 words written in two days, but I had to stop because of college final exams. But, then I couldn't get myself to write more of it, so it stood like that for two more weeks. And then at 2am, I got the best idea and then in a half hour i had up it to almost 9,000, and well the rest it history. Anyways, this was the longest thing that i've written is such a short amount of time and I cannot get over myself that I actually did this. The song that this is based on is a huge favorite of mine, I didn't know of this song until a few days when I got the idea, but thanks to @heyhazza for showing me the song and thus the story begun. Thank you to @youshouldbeproud , @blazinwith_Zouis and @heyhazza for putting up with me for the past month with this, I'm sorry for being annoying. 

A special thanks to @heyhazza for editting this! and @tomlenson for the cover! :)

Hope you enjoy.

~Hunter xx. 

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Harry and Louis, they were more alike than they both realized. They both suffered from depression, but one suffered worse than the other. Every night when they fell asleep, they both just wanted it to end, but one of them wished it really could happen.

That one was Harry. His depression wasn’t brought on by nothing, he had a horrible childhood and it was bound to happen this way. Only by the age of 14 was he diagnosed with a case of severe depression, but he never did take a blade to his skin; he knew he was better than that. But there were days when he just wanted to end it all, but never knew how or even wanted to do it. Those same days, he would just lock himself in his room and stare into the darkness that was his room; he didn’t paint his walls black for nothing.

Friends came and gone throughout his life, but no one ever understood that he was longing for a friend, just one friend, yet no one obliged. No one stood up, no one stayed. No one knew that was another reason why his depression got even worse. Since no one wanted to be around him, he thought that it was because they didn’t want to be around the “depressed” or “sad” kid. It wasn’t that, they just didn’t know how to approach him. How would you approach someone who was constantly upset or never really smiled? That’s how everyone felt around Harry, but what they didn’t know was that he was trying-- trying to be happy, trying to smile, he was trying to be the person that everyone else wished he could be, but in reality, he wasn’t. He was just Harry, the all around depressed kid.

One day, that all would change. In a leap of fate (at least that’s what Harry called it) he met his savior, literally. Harry was just about ready to end his life, when an intriguing boy stopped him. He stopped him from going to jump the bridge, he stopped him from ending his life, he stopped him from doing the one thing he wished he could accomplish. He stopped him with one sentence, a sentence that would change his life forever, “Umm, could you help me find a place to stay?”