The Beginning of a New Life. (Zayn Malik Love Story) [editing]

Chapter 6

I opened it. It said..

"Maritza,

When I saw you with that guy. My heart broke into millions of pieces. When you acted like you didn't know me. It hurt me so much! I like you a lot. I could treat you better than... Him. I like you a lot. Please give me a chance to prove I'm better."

I read it, I was shocked.. I really didn't know what to reply. I froze there for about thirty seconds. I began to write.

"Zayn, 

I'm sorry if I hurt you. I didn't mean too. I didn't really want no one to know we went on a date. It'll ruin your rep. Besides people would hate me and think I'm lying.... Why do you like me? You have like, billions other girls wanting you. Why me? You should just choose them. You'll forget about me." 

When I wrote that. My heart sank. I couldn't believe I wrote that. I wanted to give him a chance. I think I like him too.. Maybe, I love him.. I'm so confused! 

I sent the DM. He followed me. I had already followed him. I was about to close my laptop, until I got a DM. It was from Jaiden.

"Hey, Tonight was amazing! I miss you already. I can't wait to see you tomorrow!"

Why does this happen to me?! I'm more confused than before! Ugh, I signed.

"Hey, I miss you already too. Can't wait to see you in class.(:" 

When I wrote that DM. I smiled. I meant that DM. I couldn't keep my mind off of that kiss. But I just imagined Zayn's lips.. Jaiden he was a sweet guy. That's why I like him. He's cute, sweet, and romantic. I can't wait to see him to tomorrow. He'll make my day. I just know. I Skyped Shania.

"Oh my god!! Did you go on a date today?!"

"Yes. Chill."

"How am I supposed to chill, you didn't tell me! Why aren't you telling me anything anymore?"

"Yes the date was fun and nice. Thanks for asking! I tell you everything!"

"Doesn't seem like it! Is the guy cute?" she winked.

"Yes, he's cute, sweet, and romantic."

"awes!! Someone likes someone!"

I laughed. I checked the time.

"I'm tired I'm gonna go to sleep."

"sure, maybe you're going to go on another date and not tell me. And I'll figure it out through twitter!"

I rolled my eyes. Was is her problem!? She's probably PMSing. I hung up on her. She was making me mad. I feel asleep. I hear a rock get thrown at the window..

I went to go check, it was Jaiden..

Why was he here in a Saturday? I opened my window, he slowly climbed up.

Trying to catch his breathe. "H-Hey, I couldn't stand not seeing you for one day." I blushed. God why does it have to be harder every minute. Ugh!

"How sweet, but you could have Skyped me." 

"I know, but I choose to visit you instead. Much better.(;"

"Aww, you're so sweet. But I know you're really not here to see me."

"You're right, I'm here to ask you something."

My heart started to beat faster and faster. I wanted to know, what was the question!

"well, last night was amazing! I loved it. And Maritza, I like you a lot!" 

Oh please don't ask me out, it'll bd harder to choose.. Please just say another date. That'll be less harder. 

"I was wondering..." He signed, "Would you please be my girlfriend?"

Shit, I'm screwed. I don't know what to say.. 

"uhm, Jaiden. You're a great guy and all. But can I have sometime to think about it?" I smiled quickly so he wouldn't be disappointed.

"Yea sure. Just tell me your answer soon." He moved closer to me. By now, we were inches apart from our faces. My heart was beating fast!

The faces were coming closer slowly. I closed my eyes. I felt his lips against mine. We kissed, he then asked for entrance. Of course, I let him in. Was this his way into for me to say yes? 

It made it really harder! I don't know what to say to him. I needed a walk. But I just couldn't leave him here. Many things were running through my head. 

We continued to kiss. His lips were really soft. 

I heard a knock on the door. I told him to hide in my closet. I walked to the door. It was my mom.

"Sweety, Peter and I are wondering if you want to go to the movies with us." I thought about, what if Zayn was at the bar a block away from there? Should I go and see him? But what about Jaiden? 

"Uhm, I would love to go but, I need to study." she smiled 

"Ok then have fun studying!"

I closed the door. I signed in relief. Jaiden came out. 

He kissed my forehead, "Ill see you later." he smiled and climbed out the window. I signed of relief. The bad part is, I have to think about who i choose..

Fuck, if I choose Zayn, I'll feel bad for Jaiden. Plus, I'll get hate from Directioners and Directionators.

But if I choose Jaiden, I probably won't ever see Zayn again. I'll get hate/ dirty looks from girls at school. 

These thoughts ran through my mind for about an hour. I couldn't stand this feeling anymore. I started to cry. I heard a beep. I checked my phone, it was from Zayn. He DMed back... Damn, nervous to read it.

"I don't care about my rep, just a little, but for you, it's pointless to me. Why would they think you're lying. I'll prove it to them. Why you? First of all, because, when I saw you the first time, you changed my feelings. Second of all, everything you do makes my heart race. Makes you more beautiful. I know it sounds cheesy but it's true."

I don't know what to say, I'm still choosing...

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