Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while now she's older ,things are getting colder. Life's not what she thought she wished someone had told her.
She told you she was down, you let it slip but so from then she kept it on the inside she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes.
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night but she knew there was no chance of felling alright.
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'Cause those cute on her wrists were bleeding through you see.
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it Didn't think she fit it,everyone seemed to miss it.
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed.
She had I friends at school,all alone she sat Add if someone were to notice she would blame the cat.
But those cuts on her wrists,they were no mistake. But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate.
Things were going down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut.
She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck.
She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild."Look at me now, are you proud of your previous child?".
But she knew her parents weren't the ones to blame It was the world that should bow down its head in shame.
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon Just don't think,it'll be over soon.
The chair fell down as she took her final breath It's all over, all gone,now she's greeting death.
Her mam walks in, she falls down to the floor And nothing can take what she just saw the little girl that she raised is just hanging there her body's pale and her face is violently bare.
She sees the note and unfolds it with care all she does is stare,"how can this be fair?".
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face." I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place I've tried so long to fix this in I've come to realize this worlds full of sin there's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race it's a disgrace , I was misplaced born in the around time , and in the wrong place it's ok though. 'Cause you'll see me soon. You'll know when your time has come ,just look at the moon As it shines bright,though out the night And remember everyone's facing their own fight But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter. You'll make it through the night , just hug your pillow tighter so let the world know, I died in vain because the world around me , is the one to blame and I know in a year,you'll forget I'm gone 'cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on that's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school So I'm going by the law majority rules. My presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything , I hope this makes you stronger. You're the best friend, that I ever had such a dame I had to make you so very sad But remember that you meant everything to me and to my heart,you're the one that held the key. Now it's time to go, running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight. I'm watching over you,from the clouds above and sending down the purest and whitest dive to watch over you,and be my helpful eye so this it it,world, goodbye."
