We knock on the door, he's got his arm around me and we can hear the loud banging of the music inside.
chris opens the door and welcomes us in, winking at me as we walk through, i awkwardly smile back and look around for ali and josh. i hear loud laughing, ali's laughing, i follow the sound and it takes me into the sittingroom, where most people are.
ali's in the middle of the dance floor surrounded by guys, but i cant see Josh. adams lets go off my hand as hes goes to get us drinks.
i walk around looking around at the people there, my feet are already killing in these heels.
i walk past the door to the toilet and feel a tug on my arm, it pulls me in but i know the feel of that hand, it was Josh.
" Remy, i need to talk to you"
"yes?"
"ive been thinking these last few weeks, i want to break up with Ali."
"what!?"
"i really like her, i do, shes such an amazing girl, but theres someone else"
could it be? me? really?
"who?"
"well, theres this girl ive known for a few years, weve always been bestfriends but secretly ive always wanted more, i dont know whether she does too, but i... i love her"
"Josh, are you talking about me?"
"yes Remy, i love you"
did he really just say that, everything ive ever dreamed about it coming true - but not how i wanted it to.