stuck in the middle

His lips

Summer of July 2015, i decided to go back to the U.S and live with my Foster parents. It's not like i didn't want to live with my biological mother, it's just i have a better opportunity to suceed my dreams over there than Spain. Coming back means new school and new friends.
We need to throw you a big party, a goodbye party" said my mom. -Yes, but I'm not really sure about this mom. "Don't worry, tonight your aunt is throwing a big party we can just tell her that it's also going to be your goodbye party, my mom insisted. I have to say i love my aunts party because you never know who is going to show up.

Let me tell you the time I went to one of her parties. It was a beautiful night in New York City, as we celebrated my aunt graduating from college. My first thoughts were that this party was going to be ridiculously boring. I thought only old people were going to show up. I don't consider my aunt old she's in her late twenties and I'm just 16. When the party started their was only a few people they didn't seem people that i can interact with. I kept my distance because I wasn't having much fun so i stayed on my phone watching videos. As im watching my videos some handsome guy cached my attention. He was walking up too me, my thoughts where out of place seeing someone so sexy walk up to me.
"Lexi, is that really you" he said.

Yeah to who do i have the pleasure on meeting?

"Don't you remember me we went to the same middle school"?  Your best friend?

"Ashton" my eyes widened and my heart started to beat fast. Ashton was not only my best friend but my crush.

My He has changed so much. One day I moved to another country and never had any contact with him ever since.

Ashton i cant believe its you, its been such a long time.  I stood up and hugged him he put his arms around my waist and lifted me up.

You know Lexi it broke my heart seeing you go.

My heart broke too, it hasn't been the same with my other friendships. You and i were like peanut butter and jelly.

"Haha yeah we were" he smiled.

I spent the whole night with ashton we talked about our life's and what we been doing lately. Before we knew it the party was over.......

The moon was shining bright, as we stared in to each other eyes.

i felt butterflies in my stomach.
Lexi you look so beautiful
he leaned forward for a kiss. "His lips against mine felt amazing. I can feel he's heart beat fast. he's aroma of men cologne smelled so good.  I felt butterflies as we kissed. that was the last time I saw him and ever since that kiss I have not felt the same about anyone".