Shadow sat by the lake thinking of the day that had just passed " why can't I be a normal person and have a normal life?" She got up and was about to go when she herd someone call her name " shadow!" She looked around it was mist one of her friends, " oh hi mist" she said in such a low voice you could hardly hear it, " you ok you seem a bit different?" The truth was she was not ok she was upset and angry with her life, her friend mist was suicidal and she couldn't stop thinking about her past (yes this is true) " oh I'm ok" said shadow in her happy voices " oh well ok then if you say so" mist said in response. " so what you doing at the lake at this time" asked mist. " oh I'm just getting some air" shadow said almost to quickly. " well I've got to go home" she walked off crying so upset that she couldn't help her friend, she was bullied but only stood up for her friends and she was suicidal ( not true) and she cut herself, but she couldn't help her friend and she cried about that. Buzz buzz she looked at her phone it was one of the bullies " I hope you kills yourself and do us all a favour" she ran all the way home opened the door and ran up to her bedroom, she cried into her pillow thinking that there was nothing to do with her life feeling as if she just didn't belong in the world, she had asked her friends what they thought they have just said that if she did kill herself they would kill themselves to join her, it always made her happy to think that she did have friends that cared about her and that is why she kept on living she also lived for her family her mum her dad and her dog.