A Case Of You

CHAPTER 5

Selena's pov

I know what I want. But do I know what's more realistic?

I want a man in his 40's and an 18 year old wants me. Not to say I don't like Chris. I really do. I'm just confused at the moment. I had almost forgotten about him as he moved classes making it almost impossible for us to see each other. But a text came through on my cell phone.

Hey beautiful:)

Staring at the screen for almost 5 minutes now I tried to find words. Would 'hey' be too cold or should I say something sarcastically funny? I just didn't know and I liked not knowing. I liked fussing over this little text.

"I think I'm gonna go out..." I told the man that walked out from the kitchen, a box of captain crunch accompanying him. "Oh... Ok" he smiled before sitting down and grabbing his remote control. Staring at him I couldn't help but admire how gorgeous he is.

"Who you going to see?" He asked me genuinely curious. "Chris... Chris Perez" "oh yeah, that senior guy" he asked "yeah" "he's top of the soccer team... What he want with you" he asked, knowing damn well I hardly have any friends never mind boys around me. "I don't know... We're kinda friends." I told him as I laced up my sneakers.

"I'm going out tonight... With this woman named Manuela. Just to the club. I promised her cousin I'd do this.." He sighed. I began to laugh. "A forced date huh?" I asked "pretty much" he laughed. "Well have fun" "here's my spare key if I'm not back by the time you come in" he told me.

Sitting in Chris's room I was surprised he still lived with his parents. I expected him to be one of these guys who have an apartment and all that.

"Your really pretty Selena..." I heard the slightly older boy say as he placed a hand on my thigh, making me slightly jump from nervousness. "Thanks" I said slightly blushing. He really did make me feel all tingly inside. But it just wasn't enough. It wasn't like what I feel with Prince.

When prince even speaks around me I could just let him take me right then and there. I'm crazy about a man I can't have. "Are you a virgin?" He asked snapping me out of my thoughts. It immediately got awkward. I didn't wanna tell him. I was embarrassed.

After we decided to sneak into one of the clubs at Minnesota witch was really easy. Being inside was the hard part. My anxiety levels were sky high.

Feeling people's sweaty body's brush against mine as the pounding music blasted, shaking my body, the sticky smell of alcohol and the lights flashing confusingly. I was frightened. "Let's dance!" I heard Chris shout to me. "Let me grab a drink first!" I yelled back over the loud music.

I figured a drink would loosen me up a little. Because right now I was petrified.

Gulping down the alcohol I searched the crowed in a panic. I've lost him already.

"Selena?" I heard a familiar voice call. Turning, I saw the most beautiful hazel eyes burning into mine. "Prince! I'm freaking out!" I yelled in a panic. "It's ok... I'm here" he said as he hugged me. 

"Take this..." He said as he slipped a tiny pill from his pocket. "What is this? I'm not taking drugs fool!" I yelled in shock. I've never taken drugs in my life. I'm certainly not going to now. Especially with how I'm feeling. "No... It's ok mama. It'll calm you down, trust me" he told me.

Something was just so reassuring about his voice that I knocked it back with the rest of my alcohol. "Where's Manuela?" I asked. "She went to the restroom" he told me smiling that gorgeous smile, comforting me quite a bit.

After sitting with prince, as he held my hand careful not to lose me as people were bumping into us, I felt myself becoming really really relaxed and almost giggly. Damn that pill worked.

"Come dance with me!" I told him before running off dragging him with me, into the crowd. "Stay close to me sel!" He yelled over the music.

His hands wrapped around my waist making sure not to lose me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I swayed my hips to the beat.

I can't remember how but we began to discretely grind on each other. I gasped softly as I began to feel pleasure from it as he grabbed my leg, pulling my knee to his hip as he grind into me a lot harder than before making both of us gasp out of pleasure.

"You don't mind do you?" He asked as we snapped out of our lustful ways, he just held my waist now as we swayed to the slow number. "Mind what?" I asked "that I'm on a date. I'm not interested in her or anything" he reassured me.

"Why would I care?" I teased smirking at him. Damn this pill has given me confidence. If I was sober I wouldn't dare question him. He gave me a look of venerability. "Well I thought... You and I?" "You and I what?" I slurred. I don't know why but I enjoyed reading him. I really don't know why.

If I was sober I'd be in love with the fact he was reassuring me, and basically telling me that we were a thing.

I must have teased him way too far as he stared at me, in disgust. "So these past few days have meant nothing to you?"  I just laughed out of nerves. "Whatever sel" he scoffed "gimme my key, you can go to your own house tonight... Get your boyfriend to drop you off" he said glaring at me and exaggerating the word boyfriend. Handing him his key he stormed off. What have I done!?

Well actually this is kinda his fault. He's drugged me and left me in the middle of a club. I'm practically lost. I began to panic badly and thankfully found an exit.

15 minutes of staggering, I finally reached my street. Walking to my door with mascara down my face from crying, I opened the door.

"In! Now!" My father screamed as he saw me. My whole body filled with fear as I slowly closed the door.

-ok short update. But I'll be updating more books and more of this real soon! If u got the time drop a comment below! Love all the support thank you all so so so much... So do you think prince was right to drug Selena, even if it was just to calm her down? Do you think Selena has ruined things between her and prince? 🤔💜💜💜💜💜💜💜-