my life with Andy

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Me and Andy have been hanging out one day, maybe a month or two after Juliet and him started dating. My mind was in the clouds and I wasn't thinking. All I could think was oh my God the love of my life is sitting right next to me what do I do. Before I had time to think of what I was about to say it came out. " Andy, I've known you for a long time, and I don't know what to do. I don't know why I feel this feeling. And I don't know if it's normal, but if this is wrong then I Don't Want to Be Right. You have been my best friend, my brother pretty much. But I want to be more than that I want you to be mine, not Juliet. It's not fair. I've known her longer than she has and I never got the chance to have you. You don't understand what I've gone through. Everyday having to see you and her kids, having to see you and her act like you're the perfect couple but you're not. And it don't storm off. What I'm saying is you need to hear, someone needs to tell you. Cuz you can't just keep living your life like everything's okay, when it's not. You and Juliet hack a terrible relationship she treat you terrible and she doesn't deserve you. Give it up. Why are you so in love with her? Why aren't you in love with me?" By then tears had already stream down my eyes and I was full balling. Of course. My dumb self just let out every emotion I've ever had for Andy. Now he's going to hate me. He's never going to forgive me for this, and maybe he'll even tell Juliet. Juliet I hate me too. But before I could say anything he open his mouth. " Val, I love you. You're always on my mind, when I wake up, when I go to sleep. No matter what I do you're always on my mind. And I don't want that to change. cuz I've loved you forever. And I just don't know how to say it. And if we're being honest, I didn't think you liked me in anyway. But there's something about Juliet. She scares me she forces me to do the stuff I don't want to do. And if I ever hurt her, then I'd be hurting you. When I first started dating her I was so stunned by her. She was the first person to let me touch her, to let me feel what true love felt like. At least that's what I thought it was. And I'm only dating right now so I can use her for her body. I know you're her best friend but there's so much I need to get out of here you're my everything and I just need to tell you. And you're right I do know a relationship is toxic. And I know it's bad I just don't want to hear people talk about it. Everything you've said for the past year all of it it's been eating right, it's been correct." He grabbed my hand, and within moments who we were touching lips. And I never wanted it to end up like this, I swear I didn't but man how I've been waiting for those lips. How I've been waiting to know the warm touch of his skin against my face everything about it was magical. And then I remembered he's with my best friend, or someone who used to be my best friend. I can't do this to her. But I didn't want to take my lips off of his and he didn't want to take his off mine I could tell. So we Seth Fair and for a while everything seemed okay. Time froze and for just a few minutes he would love me. 2 hours and that hours turned into Nightfall. A best friend Bond had turned into more than just that. And it turned into a secret relationship oh, it had turned into my worst nightmare but also my best dream. He proves that he love me, with every kiss, with every whimper from more, with every thrust. Head proved his loyalty. He did prove what he wanted to be what I wanted to be. Would you be surprised if I told you he was my first? Even if he wasn't my first I pray that he'd be my last. But I would never have to find another person that I'd never have to have my heart broken