Beautiful Life (Jaele) {Discontinued}

Stuff //not a chapter but if you care about me pls read thx children

Talk session, so you best press play on that music above.

THIS IS A SAFE SPACE. YOU GUYS ARE FREE TO DM ME OR MESSAGE ME ABOUT ANYTHING YOU WANT, COMMENT WHAT YOU WANT. THERE WILL BE NO, ABSOLOUTLY NO HATE, ONLY CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM AND HELPFUL TIPS.

so on that note: All my friends except for my bestfriends, had a weird reaction when I told them I love this "LAMS" ship. They had that, "ew, gay!! OMFGGGGG KAYLA ARE YOU GAY?!?!" look.. And I was offended because,
1ST: you never EVER assume if someone is gay, bi, straight, les, pan, ex.. There is NO JUDGING. AlL of these are COMPLETELY OKAY.

For your info, I am straight. But I 10000000% support ALL LGBTQ. My bestfriend came out to me, in 7th grade, scared. I accepted her, and helped her.

Now I happen to think this ship is ADORABLE even if its historical. Because (it did happen) Its cute to see these modern AU's and anamatics or drawings.

But:

See I have this problem..

I heard of Hamilton when I watched them perform "Alexander Hamilton" at the tony awards way back in like march 2016. I rushed to my dad and said "DAD OMG LOOK ITS SO GOOD." And then kinda obsessed for a week and forgot about it, went on with my little 7th grade life and then here I am a freshman, 2 weeks ago..

My fundamentals of vocal technique teacher: get ready, in 3 weeks you all have to preform a Broadway song from any musical! Yes, highschool musical included. >>
me: *thinks of part of your world from litle mermaid, or highschool musical* me: *remembers 7th grade self, (hamilton)* me: *looks up soundtrack* me: *cries* WHY DID I NEVER LISTEN TO ANY OF THESE!! *goes home, forgets about it, kinda*

<ON FRIDAY> *goes to dads house for the weekend, has fun with siblings and family and niece*

<SUNDAY AT ABOUT 4:30 PM TO 9:57 PM UNTIL POWER GOES OUT> *learns every song + lyrics* <MONDAY> (no school because storm the night before fucked shit uppp) *decides to either sing "satisfied" , "burn", "wait for it" or "congradulations" for preformance in a week and a half, learns every word to every song. Watches szin hamilton anamatics on it, discovers a ship called lams, discovers that john laurens was gay and Alexander Hamilton was bi and obsessed with john and wrote very descriptive love letters that publishers thought was so raunchy they cut parts of them off, burned them, or hid them.

BECOMES OBSESSED WITH THE HAMILTON & LAMS*

<TodAY> *watches lams all day, discovers instagram edits, a hole lams fandom, screams, raps to songs, cries, goes on instagram and posts about past week* yeah, thats how my past week has been. Hi guys.

I promise I am working on alot of stuff, I wish I could say them oh my god, I want to tell you, but alas, they'd spoil the whole damn book, future books and the future of my wattpad so I'm NOT gonna do that. Please, please children (wow I'm gonna jump off a bridge) <anywAys> enjoy these videos and LAMS fan art. Pls.

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