The sadness with in my soul

Alone that's all I've know.  When your alone no one can hurt you. Most of all you won't be able to hurt anyone else. 
Alone in the darkness crying ,cutting, thinking. Thinking about who would care if you die. Who will be at my funeral. Will people cry when I dispenser for ever. Or will they be happy now that I am gone. I'm gonna go insane please some one anyone help me. But no one will as I droned deeper and deeper into the darkness. I scream I cry louder and louder please please please someone her my scream. So now the story of my life will come to a end.