A/N: AYEE ANOTHER UPDATE THIS WEEK!! I know I'm awesome hahaha we don't have classes this week so I thought I should update for you guys.... just a heads up there. oh btw SANKYU FOR THE 20 READS I know its probably nothing to others but its really something to meee I didn't really expect people to read this LFMAO
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Why does destiny hate me?
What did I do to deserve this problem?
Why can't he love me?
Those were the thoughts running in my head right now during class. Usually I would be listening and diligently taking notes. But that's before I met them.
RINGGGGGGGGGGGGG , the bell broke my thoughts. Oh great its lunch I have to see them. And with that thought I force myself to leave the room and head to the cafeteria.
" Hey Ann, sit here with us." I heard Pearl said as I find a table after buying my food. Pearl is my best friend. So I went to the table she was in and sat opposite of her. Once I sat down I notice everyone was there except the two.
"Hey guys" I greet everyone and started eating. Not long after someone sat beside me, when I looked up to see who it was, it was Matt. He smiled brightly at me and I immediately felt sadness in my heart but I try my best for it not to show so I smiled back at him trying it to be as brightly as his. Why can't I like him instead? Why do I have to like his best friend? Matt and Ram are best friends. They're the " heartthrobs" in school. I've actually liked Ram since second year. Before I only watch them from a far. I used to only wish to be noticed by them, But I didn't know it would cause my life a huge twist ones they do. I don't know if I regret that one incident that changed my life......
Flashback
I'm currently here in the classroom. Its around 5pm now school ended two hours ago. But I have to stay to do some paper works since I am student body president . At around 5:30 I finally finished my work, so I place my things back in my bag, checked if everything's fixed in the room and head out. Before heading home I placed the textbooks that I wouldn't use back in my locker, and continued walking. When I was near the end of the hall I noticed someone standing there alone. Why is he still here.... I ask myself and I looked out the window that's when I learned that its raining. "Maybe he doesn't have an umbrella" I tell myself again. With that thought in mind I approach him.
" Do you need an umbrella?" I asked him and he jumped up in surprise.
" Gosh you scared me" He said
"sorry" i said in a softer voice
"Ummmm.... no thank you" He finally answer my question, and ran out in the rain. I don't know what got into me but I ran after him. When I caught into him I placed the umbrella abouve us both. "You're quite stubborn aren't you?" He asked amused " Yes I am, now please get the damn umbrella" I told him. And he laughed gosh his laugh is something I wouldn't mind hearing all day. He took the umbrella from me and said " How about I walk you home, you just live near right? " Wait he knows I live near maybe he just saw he walk before. I nodded my head to answer his question. " Great! Sine you stubbornly want me to take the damn umbrella" He smiled cheekily at me " I'll walk you home, then use your umbrella going home yeah?" He suggested "Yeah sure why not." I say to him. And he smiled at me and led the way. That was the best walk I've had in my life we laughed, told stories and asked questions with each other. I was surreal. Ones I was in my house we bid our goodbyes and I watch him walk away.
The next day I went to school early as usual. We had classes, lunch, but sadly no sign of Ram. I'm now leaving school since its dismissal but still no sign of Ram. Before leaving I went to the schools garden. Once I was there I walked to my favorite spot when I heard familiar voices, I quickly hid behind the tree and looked to see who it was...... It was Ram and Pearl, hugging. I felt tears build up in my eyes. I ran away from them and head to the field I sat on the bleachers. I don't know why i was crying, I mean there is no us. But why do I feel betrayed. Maybe because of what happened yesterday, my hopes got high. I continued on crying until I saw a hand holding a handkerchief out for me. I look up only to see Matt, Ram's best friend .
"Are you okay?" He asked, I took the handkerchief he offered and wiped away my tears.
" Yeah, I'm fine just remembered something." I said and faked up a smile.
And that's the first encounter I had with these two guys and did an unexpected twist in my life.
Present
" Ann, Ann you okay?" Matt asked me. " Yeah, I'm fine" I answer. " Ram's calling you, you don't have to go if you don't want okay?" He said worriedly " Its okay I can do it" I said reassuringly. So I stood up and went to go to Ram. I am sure he is in the garden since that's our usual hangout place. Once I got there I saw him waiting for me.
"Hey" he said
" You wanted to talk to me?" I ask " Oh, yeah, I just wanted to ask you a favor, could you give this to Pearl?" He said. Oh right I said yes into helping him with my best friend, how stupid.
"O-o-okay sure, is that all?" I sad after getting the nicely wrapped gift. " Yeah that's it, thanks Ann" And he quickly hugged me. " You want me to take you home?" he asked. " No thank you, bye" I said to him. " Oh okay, bye" he said then we both left. I went to the bleachers and sat there, why did I say yes into helping him? am I torturing myself? I thought and tears started to fall. Suddenly a hand was under my chin and slowly lift my head up. I saw Matt. He slowly brought his hand up my cheeks and wiped my tears away.
" Ann, you don't have to do this to your self" He softly said and hugged me. That's when I broke down. He comforted me until I was calm. I looked up at him and said "I don't want to do this anymore, I want to forget him" I told Matt. " If that's what you want, that's what you'll get, i would do anything, even if it means that you'll use me to fill up the hole in you heart that he left" I smiled at him and hugged him tightly again.
" Thank you Matt, it means alot to me"
"No problem , anything for the girl I love."
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