Kai has been hurting me so much.
He thinks I'm a skank and a slut for wearing skirts.
I was always bullied by him.
He never cared about how much it hurts me.
He didn't care at all.
Crying myself to sleep everyday and not letting my friend hurts even...
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I woke up and I was back home...
Kyungsoo probably dropped me off home yesterday night when I was asleep.
I got up bed slowly.
I still felt sore and everything after getting kicked on the stomach by Kai.
I then walked into the bathroom and did my morning routine.
I made my bed and walked out of my bedroom door.
"Oh, should I wear my necklace omma gave me?"
I shrugged my shoulders and wrapped the necklace around my neck.
Tears started to drop down my cheeks.
I could feel omma really close to me...
I touched the necklace.
"Omma, protect me. I'm really scared around my surroundings. Please help appa also, he hs been drinking these past few months. I don't know how to stop him anymore. He'll always refuse no matter how hard I try to stop him."
I wiped my tears away, until I heard a creaking door.
"Rose-ah?" Appa called for me name.
"Mwo? What is it appa."
Appa walked down the steps and sat next beside me.
I heard sniffing from him.
"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry that I have been acting like this. I miss omma too much, I can't control myself. I have to do these bad things, these bad things to make me calm down and forget everything. I'm sorry..."
Appa cried as he spoke.
The way he spoke made me cry even more.
I don't know what I was going to do without appa.
"Ani, appa. It's okay, I understand your struggle. Just please don't do this again? I don't know what I'm going to do without you."
