Horan Next Door (a Niall Horan fanfiction)

Wow

Kay really wow! You got me to over 500 reads, and over 50 votes! Holy shit you guys are great!

I know, I know I promised a double update- and oooo boy will you get it! It's gonna be adorable! I'm super stoked! Ahhhh!

So I'm sorry I haven't updated. I've had a lot of shit go on. So....

PLEASE READ!

You guys are all gorgeous! Don't let a single soul tell you differently! Everyone is gorgeous in there own way! And I know you've proably heard shot that is just like this but please hear me out.

I know how it feels to be told you're not good enough. Or to be told by your own parents you won't reach your dreams. I know how it feels to have the people you love snatched away from you. Anxiety. Alcoholism. Death. Back stabbed. Trust issues. Depression. Self harm. Suicidal. Bullying. Dreams crushed. Defeat. Pressure. Cancer. Loneliness. Broken heart. I have delt with all of this in some way. And hell a lot of other people have too! But holy fuck you guys need to realize your gorgeous.

Except your flaws! Give 0 fucks! Live life to the fullest and don't listen to some bitch who is jealous of you! Because holy shit you're amazing! You just have to realize this! I'm ok now. It does get better.

Are you suicidal? Don't be. If you are looking for a sign to live- this is it! Babe you're beautiful. And life is going to bring you down! But here's a reality check for you! Killing yourself doesn't eliminate anything getting worse, it eliminates the chance if things getting better!

If you think nobody cares. YOU'RE VERY FUCKING WRONG. There is always someone who cares. If you kill yourself, you're not only effecting your life but those around you! Your guardians wouldn't know what to do with themselves! Most likely become depressed, drunks and not know what to do. Could you imagine having this life form. That is yours! You raised it, then have it slip away from you and you couldn't do a thing? Could you imagine how awful that'd be.

Imagine if you have siblings! They'd live the rest of their life's feeling awful. Maybe even going down with you. All your family members would be in shock, blaming themselves for every little thing. Thinking they could have done better, they could have tried harder, if only they could have helped.

What about your bestfriend? Self harm and depression comes into play. The whole "you go, I go" ? Hmmm? Yeah most likely they'll keep that promise, then their family is in the same boat as yours. And how about your school? A lot of kids would be in shock. Getting drunk and drinking and driving because they don't know what the fuck to do!! They don't know how to respond to your actions so they can't even decide there own! Kids would use drugs to fix it and other stuff. All because you decided to be selfish and kill yourself!

Think about the others babe!

Accept that we aren't all perfect. Accept the fact that we are all unique in our own ways and can't actually "fit in" because there is no "in".

Please don't do it! Ever! And don't self harm. Your body is beautiful. The pain may help but one day you'll just see scars, and the pain will sting you.

I love you. Someone loves you.