DEAR JUNGKOOK [ EDITING ]

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he ran.
he ran so fast.
he ran like his life depended on it,
because it did.

"I'm not ready to let her go yet . just one more time, I have to see her."
he said as tears fell.

and he got what he asked for.

He saw her lifeless body laying there
all the letters she should've sent
we're there next to her.

"She didn't kill herself ."

my head whipped around to see a doctor there chuckling sadistically.

"What the fuck are you laughing for."
I said anger dripping from every word.

"she killed herself internally, inside and out ."
"she died from a broken heart ."

that's when I realized, it's my fault .

"son, you couldn't have done anything to save her ."
" she would've died from the cancer cells eating her alive too."

" it's my fault , if I hadn't got into that stupid car crash she wouldn't have died at-least right now"

she died because ever after all these years her heart yearned for Jungkook to come back.
and when he came back and never remembered her

Sana

Dear Jungkook,

they say life imitates art but why did I have a broken canvas ?
if your reading this
It maybe is too late
I'm probably in hell

I died hating you for not loving me back
I'm dead because I failed.

but the ending is the same every time.
Girl meets boy
Boy doesn't love girl
they slowly start to love each other and live
Happily ever after.
but my ending
was not happy at all

about 1 month ago when I stared witting these letters

I felt a certain emptiness in my chest
A pain in my heart
I went to my physiatrist
I. Told . Her . Everything .
she said to me
"maybe life isn't made for everyone , maybe some people aren't meant to be alive."

So I took her advice

but I didn't kill myself

cancer did .

I'm sorry I wasn't the girl you wanted
maybe we will meet in the after life and I will be for now
I'm just a dead girl
Goodbye Jungkook.

my thirteenth and last letter to you
I hope you miss me.

dead but still existing ,
Park Sana

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時は誰も待たない
"time waits for no one "
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- alternate endings coming tomorrow
my other book will be released tomorrow deadly will be deleted ;(
With love
- Nia ♥︎