Chapter 8 (Messed Up)

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Delano POV

Shit.Shit.Shit I messed up really bad now she hates me more than ever I didn't know what the fuck I was thinking like honestly this girl had me going crazy doing things that I would never do for other girls I mean look at me I'm like a "Greek God" to girls but this one girl had me begging for forgiveness and worst I actually used the L word to a girl..Like what the fuck if my younger player self saw me like this he would have knee me in the dick and say I was whipped but it didn't matter what matter was that I actually feel something with Richeles something that was always there when we were together I was so gentle with her from the moment she made me take her first kiss until when I promised to wait until she was ready to give her innocence to me but here I am now hurting her like the asshole I really am..

I remembered how she stormed out with hurt in her eyes *hurt that I caused* even though I kissed Schion I felt nothing towards her kissing her felt like crap she's was the worst kisser I ever met first:She wore too much makeup that gave her a fake bitch look, Second: She look like a walking dick disposal machine,Third:She wasn't Richeles she wasn't the girl that had flaws that made her perfect but yet I kissed Schion and hurted her ..I was hurt too though when Schion told me she was with Travis like that fucking hurt to know the girl you are trying to get back is with another guy so I used Schion as a distraction but I needed her to know that I was upset too so I pushed Schion off my lap and was ready to chase after her until three figures blocked me I looked to see Shanekie, Chrissy and the new kid,"Don't even bother you asshole go back and eat your whore tongue out and stay away from Rich"Shanekie said looking she would explode any minute now but I didn't care"Listen I don't give a fuck about you I just needed to talk to Richeles"I said with annoyance and also desperation in my voice"Listen your asshole she's a single attractive girl that don't need you in life so fuck off"Chrissy said but the main word was single "Single? As if being with Travis doesn't make you single" with a little sarcasm in my voice while they were looking at me like I was wearing my grandmother panties or something"You stupid fuck tard Rich and Travis are not together"Shanekie while rolling her eyes, so wait. ...Richeles isn't with Travis? After begging Chrissy for about five minutes she finally explained everything and now I'm pissed I storm my way over to Schion and held her by the collar"You little bitch if you dare to try even talking to me I'll cut your ugly ass into a trillion pieces" I said with disgust and anger for her then I stepped away trying to find the girl that I love Richeles.....

Richeles POV
What is the use of wasting my tears on someone who doesn't care about me? But stillz why do I care I was the one that hated his fucking guts and now I'm acting like a heart broken fan girl he can have Schion all he wanted I don't give a fuck she's just a walking STD after all , I wiped my tears then started to apply some lipbalm plus some mascara to my face I then exited the bathroom and was greeted by a walking wall that I hit my head on really hard. .wait..Walls don't walk so I looked up and saw him this sorry excuse of a guy Delano Allen "Rich listen I'm so sorry for what you just saw I love you " he said with pleading eyes but I shouldn't forgive him he should at least feel how I felt" Listen I don't care who you are with its not like we are a couple "I said looking like that didn't hurt but I knew I was failing miserably" It does matter ok because I want you , I want your body but most of all I want to have your trust and love" (he wants my body) I don't know why but that kinda turned me on plus I was imagine what he could do to me 'oh god is that wrong to do? " (Hell nooo I think it's hella sexy that you are thinking what I've been thinking from the first time he came back' I mentally smirked but rolled my eyes at my self consciousness even though it's not my doing I have a dirty mind" Delano listen I don't care ok " I said trying to sound annoyed by him but tbh I wasn't" So you're saying we will never have a chance together and I can be with anyone"he said but seeing hurt and uncertainty in his eyes after swallowing the lump in my throat I coughed out"Yes I don't care" but I honestly did but he doesn't deserve to know so I turned on my heel and started to walk away.... Why does my life has to be messed up? ?

Ok yall that's it
Vote and comment what you think about the story. . AND surprise* doing jazz hands* I finally did a Delano POV ik ik its crappy but it was hella hard bcuz I don't really how the hell guys think but I think it's kinda ok yall think. . BTW I think I should start doing a little heated sex scene* smirk smirk*just to add some more fun in the story. .

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