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When I woke up my head was pounding and so was my hand, I turn my alarm off and laid my head back down slowly drifting back to sleep, when I heard a knock i opened my eyes quickly and groaned

"Come on" I say in a low voice l, it was sam his eyes were red and so was his nose. His hair was a mess and his face was wet.

"Marty I'm so sorry, so sorry I was angry and that's why I let that girl twerk on me and I was mad because I thought you were starting to get uninterested, and I thought the only way was to make you jealous, but I'm just loosing you" tears were running down his face this was the first time ever I've seen him cry. It broke my heart to see him that way, but I was hurt too. How could he believe them over me.

"It's nice to know you don't believe in me "I said with a hurt voice

"I do Marty I do, I just don't know who to trust anymore"he said looking at me

"BUT I SHOULD BE THE ON YOU TRUST, YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I TOLD YOU I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU...... and I meant what I said" I was done I just needed space

"Are you leaving me" I could feel his eyes looking at the Side of my face, I wiped a tear

"I don't know sam, I need some space" I looked over to him he was  nodding his head he looked at me and then down

"Marty you're hand it's doesn't look good" he pointed to my hand it was swollen and red

"I know it hurt like hell but I'll see you later sam" I wanted him to get out because I knew he was going to try something

"At least let me take you to the hospital Marty I caused you pain and believe them because I was worried of loosing you I thought the only way was to do what I did at that time I thought it was the best because honestly I love you with all my heart, I'm willing to wait for you I didn't expect to fall so hard for you. I see you in my future I see us getting married and having babies but I probably just messed up everything it fine if you don't forgive me or if you want to break up if your happy I am I just really wanna help you" I got up and hugged sam we were both crying I felt the same with Sam I loved him I loved his smile dimples and braces I loved his personality and the way he dressed and the way he sang to me , I loved he loves to show me off and I love how patient he is, other boys in high school would be thirsty to get in a girl pants but sam he's different, he understand I'm a virgin and I don't wanna rush.

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