TAEJAY: tae's weakness

#4

"Don't tell taehyung what?.."

I began to panic to see taehyung standing at the door staring deep into me in anger. " Ohh hii taehyung! How are you." I got up going to kiss him but he rejected my kiss looking the other way. How was i going to explain to him what happened? It looked like i was cheating on him with Namjoon which i wasn't but i didn't know how to tell him correctly. He'll just trust me less with hanging around with Namjoon if i tell him that he confessed to me.

I didn't want to lie that would just make it more odveous because i was also bad at lying. Taehyung began to leave. I just stood there dumbfounded and lost. " Taehyung it's not what it looks like! Come here we'll talk about it! Come back! Hyung!" Namjoon yelled.

I couldn't just stand there to loose him. I wouldn't just give up on taehyung, i loved him and i can't let him go when i just found him a year ago. I had to tell him the truth. " Stay here namjoon-hyung don't worry i can handle this." I say trying to leave. "But it was my fault-" ," No it's no one's fault don't blame yourself, now please stay. I'll handle this don't worry hyung." I say calmly to him. He stops and i leave to try to catch up with taehyung.

I followed taehyung to the dorm and we both went inside. Tae was walking back and forth in the living room. "Taehyung let me explain-" "You cheat on me! After everything i do for you! You're such a slut! And you cheated on me with my friend!? Who else jj!?" Taehyung yelled at me. I was angry when he said that. He doesn't give me a chance to even speak. And slut? He knew damn well i wasn't a slut.

" First of all! Please have a mother fucking seat before i go crazy! Second of all! Let me fucking talk for mother fucking once please! God damn is it that hard!?" I say angrily. Taehyung and i sat down. " Please understand taehyung that i wasn't cheating. Namjoon confessed to me and i kindly said no telling him that me and you had already been dating."

"That's why i said 'not to tell taehyung' because i didn't want you to know that i told him." I calmly tell him looking him in the eyes showing him that i was being honest. "BULLSHIT JJ! WHY SHOULD I BELIEVE YOU DIDN'T CHEAT HUH!!??" taehyung yelled at me and. "Because you're my fucking boyfriend! You should be the only one who should! Do you not know this!? You have no evidence that i did cheat on you!" I yelled. " You said that 'this will be our little secret' what else can i expect!?" He said. "I could of talked about anything tae! And that's not even evidence that i cheated! I'm not guilty until im proven guilty you sound like a fucking idiot!" I responded. Me and taehyung argued the whole night.

I slept at the dorm with taehyung because i didn't feel motivated enough to go back at home because i argued all night with tae i was exhausted. He didn't talk to me all day. I didn't mind because i understand why. But he didn't stop ignoring me for 4 weeks and i couldn't handle it anymore. I came to the dorm a talked to tae. "I feel like you didn't give me a chance taehyung. I can't handle the space between us. You didn't even trust me." I say sweetly to him holding his hands while he looks the other way not looking in to my eyes. "It's not fair to me that you blamed me doing something that i didn't even do. Have you ever been blamed of something that you didn't do? Well that's how i feel. So I'm asking you will you believe me taehyung? Please?" I say to him almost crying.

Taehyung looked at me. "You didn't Cheat?" Taehyung asked looking into my eyes. "No." I answered nearly crying. Taehyung then hugged me. "I'm truly sorry jay i didn't know what i was thinking blaming you. I just was jealous of Namjoon. It makes me weak to see you with someone else but me. I'm sorry that i called you a slut. I'm so sorry for everything." Taehyung softly said into me ears nearly crying too. "It is fine taehyung."

"It doesn't matter anymore, we're now forever with one another."