Love Hurts So Much.(mpreg Zarry)

Episode 32.

Harry's pov.

I knew it ,,,zayne never loved me the same way he loved niall,,

It has always be niall and no one else,,

Who am i to separate them???

Am just a nobody,,,,i know it hurts me so much to see zayne marrying someone he loves ,,,but i would have been selfish to keep zayne when i know he doesnt love me,,,,

When i show zayne's instagram posting his pic and niall,, i felt annoyed but i have to stop my self from loving zayne,,,

Son can we go at the beach???

Yes momy lets go,,,

I carried our swimming outfit at the beach,food and clothes to change afterwards.

We arrived at the coastal beach,, their were so many people,,,

Wow mother their are so many people in this place,,,

Yes son i know you are shy,,,but dont mind anyone just think am with you only,,

Okay mother,,,

My son and i were playing with water and throwing at each other then i show him smiling with his future wife.

I have never seen zayne so happy like this, when k saw them laughing loud and zayne carrying niall bridal style,,,i felt so jelously how they look happy,,when here i am stressed out how to move on
.

Son am feeling dizzy,,,can we go home???

Okay mother anyway am so much tired.

I lied to my son that i felt dizzy,,,

I cant control it to see zayne so happy,,,he never smilled like that when he was with us,,,

My son and i arrived home,,,,

Mom can we make Banicakes,,,,

Sure son,,,

We were done eating banicakes and my son fall asleep,,,

I put him down in bed .

For me i couldnt even take a rest,,

I decided to enter instagram ,,,that is when my tears started running through my cheeks,,,

I saw zayne posted a pic,,,saying ,,,

Me and my lovely soon to be wife,,,,i love him so much,,,we were enjoying at the coastal beach,,

Why zayne why??

I gave you a son but you never acklowledged him and me but when it comes to niall you will. Acklowledge him,,

Was i not enough to deserve your true love instead of lying to me that you loved me???

I was crying continuously,,,,,i should have known that love hurts so much,,,,

Am so ashameful to think that zayne felt the same way i felt for him,,

I decided to go far away from here,,,i cant stand it see zayne so much,,,,it will only hurt me more,,,

I will go far away from zayne with my son,,,i cant let my son see his father with another person,,,

I looked for my passport and i cant find it,,,

What the heck,,,i decided to call jb if he know where my passports are,,,,

Before i called him i got a call from zayne,,,

What do you want zayne, ,

Are you looking for your passports??

Do you have them???

Yes i have them,,,i will make sure you stay here harry, i will hurt you in a way that you wont take it anymore but just crying,,,

I will make sure you witness me doing wedding with my lovely wife,,,

I cut immediately the call,,,

How can he purposely want to hurt me so badly,,,

I still love you zee so much, ,

No harrg stop it you still hate. Zee so much ,,,,i thought to my self,,,,
I hugged my sleeping son,,,,how can i forget zayne when my son looks exactly like him,,,

I need to forget him,, i need to stop loving him,,i need to stop missing him,,,he is happy with niall.