Beast Of A Burden

Prologue;

Prologue;

Chris was living the life of a normal 23 year old guy,.his girlfriend Renee was 8months pregnant & they were soon to be married. Then came a day that he will never forget & effect his life forever & it sits on his shoulders like a Beast of a Burden.

**Flashback

For a 8 month pregnant girl she sure could pack a mean punch i said to myself as renee continuously punched me screaming.

"STOP HITTING ME DAMN IT"

"NO I FUCKING HATE YOU!! YOU FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT,HOW COULD YOU!?"

Renee yelled & cried

"I DIDNT DO IT! SHE IS LIEING I'D NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT YOU"

Chris said through gritted teeth

Chris knew deep inside he wasn't being honest but only to protect her feelings. He didn't want her stressing while carrying their child & him telling her he'd slept with her BestFriend wasn't a stress reliever. So I continued to feed her more lies.

"YOUR SO FULL A SHIT CHRIS!!!!"

"I already told you baby I'm not lying..i love you & if you really loved me i know you'd believe me!"

He said with a calm tone, & innocent eyes begging for her belief.

"Chris...i love you to but i don't believe you, nor do I trust you."

"WHY RENEE!? What have i done for you not to believe your FIANCE would go cheating on his pregnant wife huh?!"

He said, while thinking of other convincing ways to make her believe.

"You don't want me...We haven't had sex in 6 months...i see the way you look at other woman in public...i'm not stupid...don't lie & say you love me because you don't! I should've listened when they told me you were no good."

She said while banging her fist to her hand to her head in frustration.

I knew her family weren't very fond of me from the beginning but renee never let that get in the way of her happiness.

"Right about what renee? You & me both know your family feeds you bullshit & THEY DON'T WANT US TOGETHER, so WHY are you believing ANYTHING they have to say HUH!?"

"Chris, I'm going to give ONE last motherfucking chance to tell me the truth"

Renee said through gritted teeth.

"Baby, i AM telling you the truth i swear"

"YOU KNOW WHAT?! FUCK THIS RING"

She said as she threw it at him, & continued.

"FUCK THIS WEDDING & MOST IMPORTANTLY FUCK YOU & YOU UNFAITHFUL, PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A FIANCE, THE WEDDING IS OFF!"

At that point chris was speechless, he had no words to explain the hurt in the words she'd just dished on him.

While speechlessly gathering his thoughts he noticed renee make a painful face & clutch her belly & she said...

"My Water Broke!"

***

I rushed her inside the hospital & nurses came immediately to help. They took her into the room & began to hook cords & tubes to her body in a rush. A nurse came out & started asking me questions

"How did this trigger sir"

"We were arguing & she said her water broke out of no were"

Chris said nervously while pacing around wanting to go be with renee in the operating room.

"Okay so it was stress traumatic"

Chris nodded his head & said

"Can I go back their please, I'm her fiancé & the father of our child"

"Well sir right now shes going into an emergency sea section this will take a couple hours so, & i have a couple of questions before i go..."

"Does she have any health issue's?"

"No"

"Blood type?"

"b positive"

"How far long is she?"

"7 months & 10 days"

"Are their any other family members you want our secretary to call before the surgery starts?"

"YES! I think renee put them all on her emergency card, you guy's should have it in your system"

"& what her full name?"

"Renee Anne Hill"

"That'll be all i'll be back when all is done & well"

Chris nodded & sat on the chair with his head in his knee's as the nurse walked back into the room.

**
After 4 straight hours of jay & renee's family feuding & jay eating himself alive with guilt a new nurse finally made her way back to the the waiting area, she had a look on her face he couldn't read. She came closer & said..

"Im sorry but we've lost her..."

"Wait what...who WERES MY BABY?!"

"No Mr.Adkins your daughters in good condition she's 7 pounds 3 ounces, but I'm sad to deliver the news that mrs.hill didn't make it through the surgery due to stage 4 cancer, it genuinely a miracle she was able to carry a child.

All chris heard were everyone's cries & he zoned out not being able to process anything going on around him at that point. He bounced back into reality from the feel of a single tear drop on his cheek.

**Flashback over

Will chris be able to love again? Will he be able to forgive himself.