Bury me, my love.

Prologue

I was awakened by the sound of crashing waves. This tropical paradise is perfect, the coconut trees that were beautifully aligned sets up the mood, the tiki themed cottages that were positioned in front of the hotel were aesthetic and everything else on this island was indeed refreshing. We had arrived here last night, flying at around 8:00 pm. Surely, I did not miss to watch the city lights fade as we were ascending to the sky. 

Ah yes, last night was perfect too. Magical to be exact.

My skin still remembers his touch. It was not as if we did it for the first time but being able to make love while in paradise was a new experience.

I am in love with him and he's in love with me... I think,

And it is a goddamn tragedy knowing that this relationship of ours revolves around sex. I look at him and I see the stars as if I am looking into the entire universe but I wonder just how, how do I appeal in this person whom I adore too much. I adore him to the point where I'd kill. Yes, for the sake of my love. It may be absolutely insane but he was the only person who looked at me as if there was something in me worth looking at. I feel special every time those deep brown eyes divert it's attention to me, it sends chills down to my spine as well as the inevitable butterflies and fluttering of my heart. 

Although, this bond between us two is a secret.

If only we could stay here forever and live in harmony then that, my love is what happiness would be like.

But how can a person like me, who had been long living in darkness even define what happiness is? 

How can somebody like me who had long been eaten by despair think of the word "happy"?

I am insane. I knew for a fact that I was and after all I was able to bring all of them to this school trip. I can finally make my revenge. I can finally keep my darling mine for good once I get rid of all these trashy people. This is my quiet rebellion.